Sep 28, 2008

my morning taboo

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Norman ~
Good morning bro. Please come to the office at 1900. We are doing 1900 to 0700. Thank you.


What? Gimme a break will you? Lusa da nak raya la...
@#$%^&*!!!

dam dam dum bunyi mercun

Dulu aku gila benci hari Ahad. sumpah. Sangat benci. Tapi sekarang hari Ahad adalah hari aku bemesra dengan rumah, dengan tilam aku, dengan mesin basuh, dengan HBO. Sekarang aku tak mahu hari Ahad aku diganggu. Maafkan aku kerna dulu aku membencimu.

Tengah sibuk aku jadi hero dalam mimpi, Kri kejut, nak balik kampung katanya. Siap tinggal kad raya lagi untuk aku kat sebelah bantal aku. Babi!! Habis sesi perpisahan, sambung tido balik.

BOOM!!!

Sial. Anak sape la main mercun pukul 9 pagi ni. Ayam pun tak lap taik mate lagi. Malas nak bangun, aku jerit la dari dalam bilik. Budak-budak tu selamba je sambung main. Siap nanyi lagu Faizal Tahir lagi. 'Mahakaryacinta'.

Nak je aku turun sekolahkan budak-budak tu tapi memandangkan semua tahap ketinggian mereka mencapai paras pinggang aku jek, so aku malas nak kacau. Dulu aku pon macam tu. Beria benar main mercun. Siap baling masuk rumah orang lagi.

Bukak ASTRO. Mata memang kat TV tapi otak aku da melayang jauh. Yela, memandangkan tahun ni aku beraya sorang-sorang di rumah, so mula la aku memeras otak berkira-kira aktiviti aku di pagi raya.

And i've come out with a several option.

  1. Aku balik kerja pukul 6 a.m boleh la aku singgah Masjid Negara untuk sembahyang raya, (padahal tiap2 hari melintas depan Masjid Negara, tak pernah singgah pun) then balik tido.
  2. Terus balik rumah, beraya dengan mamak kat bawah flat aku (mintak maaf dengan diorang sebab menjadi mangsa melayan aku berborak tiap-tiap malam). Lepas pekena maggie goreng dengan nescafe o ais, naik atas membuta.
  3. Balik mandi, pakai wangi-wangi, kerah semua saki-baki sahabat yang senasib dengan aku @ yang beraya di ibu kota, paksa mereka keluar.
  4. Rutin biasa, balik rumah layan TV, lepas tu tido sampai senja then siap-siap nak pi kerja balik.

Rasa-rasa kamu orang, option mana paling best? Ada sapa-sapa nak tolong?


Sep 26, 2008

Saya dan Lily

berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul

Gambar ni aku curik dari blog Lily. Sebetulnya aku pun dah tak ingat kapan gambar gedik ni diambil. Biasalah.. hidup gaya selebriti memang macam ni. Macam mana kami boleh kenal? Err, kebenaran memang pahit.

Dia curi selipar aku.


~ Hey..letak la gambar hencem sket..apara..

Lily~ Tableh tableh. Ni gambar 1st aku amek dgn ko. Jadi aci la kalu dua2 pun buruk

Sesungguhnya aku sangat setuju.

Sumber. http://liloshatred.blogspot.com/


Sep 23, 2008

my grandmother's hand

I was 8 years old that time when i was playing with my grandmother's ring at the kitchen until she smacked my head and put the ring back on the upper level of the cabinet where i cant reach it. She used to take it out when she was doing 'things' that she suppose to do in kitchen. I don't know what her reason and i didn't bother to ask.

Then i remembered my grandfather bought her a new ring somewhere in the same year. For which occasion, again i didn't bother my ass.

But the next day i noticed she still wearing the old ring and take out the same old ring from her finger and again put it on top of the cabinet where obviously make it harder for me.

This time, i insisted of being passive. I asked, "why don't you wear your new ring?". Then she replied, "my hand aren't pretty enough. cant you see all this vein popped out under my skin? i don't want people kept staring at the ring and then noticed the wrinkle."

According to my height as an 8 year old boy, probably my eyes are staring straight at her hand every single day and ya, i kind of noticed the wrinkle and all the vein but it seems like very normal.

Cause that hand would ended up at my face or at my butt when I've done a mess. Those hand made my fever gone every time it touches my head. Those wrinkle hand that without no doubt washed my cloth, ironed my school uniform and even combed my hair. The same hand that i used to kissed every morning. It was those ugly wrinkle hand and it kind of had it own smell, it own touch.

And maybe those hand that had made me this way, who i am today. Not loads, but one can call it a human being. hehe.. but she's unlucky enough to see it.

Al-Fatihah,

Sep 22, 2008

i know, you know, i think, u dont, u act, i'm blank

finally... i rarely got a chance to write lately. ya i've been on the net several time but then just enough to read my mail.

well as far as i'm concern, a lot had happened. to me, to my friends, nearby and far away, so called digital friends behind friendster, myspace and facebook monitor and obviously to the world.

earlier this month i've been assigned to cleared up all the items that came up from our front office in London at night, err london time. meanings, my work circles would be from 9pm to 6am. though it may sounds interesting, but i have to sing a hell of a good bye song to my social life. sigh~

by the way, i will spend the first day of RAYA working. bitter isn't it? this company sure owe me big time. Ramadhan in KL? Kangar is far more better..

as so you know, last few days it had been a major turmoil for all the big apples in USA finance. the effect of the volatile share and credit market leading to a massive turnover by the investor.

Lehman Brothers Bank, of the Federal 18, one of the most recognizable, 150 years in the biz, collapsed.

Meryill Linch, taked over by Bank of America. AIG, are on the edge to join Lehman Brothers but thanks to the USD 40 billion injection by US government that make them stay above water. its been a chaos in my office as we put a big effort to hedged every possibility that may came out unlucky for us. err..OT.

As a result of being in a steady state, our boss bought us a pizza. Pizza?`~sigh


to add with the crucial flavor of world madness, its the colors of what all of my friends painted to the storyboard this month. i had few friend who has ended up their relationship with their loves one. a friend who just found love but not sure whether it was the right time to make a move. a friend who simply just learned how to flirt. people getting married, migrate, dead. a friend who had no idea what he was doing until now. me, being a jerk sometimes.

world. colors. wheels. karma.yin and yang.
how about that to explain everything. hee..