Sabrina, kenapa la kamu inginkan lemak berlebihan. Sangat tak baik untuk kesihatan. Sangat merugikan.
Kan rugi baju kamu dolu-dolu yang bersaiz Medium?
Kapasiti makanan dalam peti sejuk perlu ditambah.
Tilam tempat kamu beradu perlu digantikan dengan yang lebih gah.
Hendakkah kamu ketinggalan di belakang tika merentas desa?
Bila lift rosak, tidakkah beban bagi kamu untuk memanjat tangga?
But, if you resist..
Who am i to stop you..
Here is the tips..
Mulakan hari anda dengan tidor selepas subuh. Anytime, but it must be after subuh. Lagi lambat, lagi mujarab. Ini membolehkan anda bangun paling awal pon sesudah Maghrib.
Tido di siang hari menyebabkan anda tido lebih lama daripada biasa. * Buku Sains Tingkatan Tiga.
Bangun je dari tido, otak anda belum lagi membetulkan arah tujuan dan kedudukannya. Ini dapat dijelaskan dengan beberapa simtom seperti, lenguh sendi, mata berpinar, kemalasan yang maha hebat dan yang paling penting lapar.
Seafdalnya, makan dulu sebelum ketempat kerja bagi membantu mengurangkan bekalan oksigen ke otak untuk membuatkan anda mengantuk kembali. * Biologi Tingkatan Lima.
Kaedah ini amat berkesan bagi yang bekerja di hadapan komputer yang memerlukan pergerakan yang amat minimum dan amat tidak membantu dalam perembesan haba dan pembakaran kalori untuk tenaga.
* Buku Fizik Tingkatan Empat
Seeloknya, makan pada masa rehat. Kari perlu ada dalam menu.
Termenung bukan cara terbaik untuk mengumpul lemak sebaliknya anda perlu memeras otak. Kerja yang mendambakan anda berfikir tanpa henti merupakan satu bonus.
Langkah terakhir adalah yang paling mudah. Perut hendaklah dilawas dengan beberapa makanan berminyak apabila anda pulang dari kerja. Roti canai paling mujarab.
Ulangi kembali langkah pertama tadi dan biar ia menjadi rutin. Percayalah, dalam masa sebulan anda akan merasai kesannya.
Tiada bahan kimia. Tak perlukan senaman berat.
Dec 31, 2008
Dec 21, 2008
Being 18 again.
Firstly, tahniah diucapkan kepada Nana yang selamat melangsungkan majlis perkahwinanya Sabtu lalu. Ko sangat cantik dan lauk pun sangat sedap. Rindu plak aku nak makan kenduri lagi. Duh,.
Sayang sekali aku tak bleh nak ajak ko gi meronggeng kat RTW. Ish, tak bleh blah bile aku terbayang ko join moshpit dengan baju pengantin serba kuning tu.
Walimmatulurus. (betul tak eja ni?)
Bergerak la aku ke tempat kejadian dengan perut kenyang terima kasih kepada ayam masak merah dan daging masak kurma.
Err, Secret Garden? Kat mana ni Annas? Tak penah dengaq pon?
Sebidang tanah lapang sebelah Stadium Merdeka rupanya. Secret Garden konon. Aku rase name tu di made up nak kasi nampak stylo je kot.
Lepak luar dulu, tunggu Kak Na and the geng datang bawak tiket. Macam biasa, manusia yang lalu lalang kat situ memang tak terlepas dari permerhatian aku walaupun aku rabun.
Dah macam fashion show dah. Ade yang pakai seluar paras lutut, nampak boxer hitam tompok2 berbentuk hati. Yang bertindik sampai tak nampak muka. Yang boria. Eyh, minah ni, pakai heels?
By the time aku masuk aku dah nekad, nak lepak belakang jek. Depan stage tu dah macam tempat kerbau berkubang. Tak sesuai rasenye bagi aku yang berkasut Chuck Taylor putih nak lalu lalang kat situ.
Kuatkan semangat~~
Last band yang main sebelum berhenti untuk menghormati waktu Maghrib, OAG. Lepas jek pengacara gemuk tu sebut OAG, Annas terus tarik aku ajak p depan. Lagu OAG memang berhantu beb.
RTW4, pagar depan stage roboh mase diorang main. RTW5, aku kena humban depan stage lepas gatal badan nak buat slam. Bouncer tu siap renyak baju aku sampai koyak sebab ingat aku mabuk.
Kali ni? Body slam paling lama pernah aku buat gara-gara Annas dan beberapa kaki pogo kat situ tibe2 jek angkat aku. Dah berapa banyak kepala aku sepak dan berapa banyak pipi aku tendang sebelum Annas tarik aku turun, aku pon tak ingat.
Maaf ye. Tak disengajakan.
The rest is history. Aku dapat penumbuk sebijik kt kepale, lebam kat bawah ketiak, kasut baru kaler coklat lumpur dan peluh seksi.
Dah lame tak melompat. Serius beb aku semput gila.
Nasib baik Butterfingers tak main lagu Stolen. Kalau tak aku yang parking kat tengah2 lautan pemogo berani mati mesti tersedut kedalam bulatan moshpit yang bakal menyebabkan aku dalam kesusahan sebab aku dah penat tahap gaban.
Terima kasih Fat Boy.
Sayang sekali aku tak bleh nak ajak ko gi meronggeng kat RTW. Ish, tak bleh blah bile aku terbayang ko join moshpit dengan baju pengantin serba kuning tu.
Walimmatulurus. (betul tak eja ni?)
Bergerak la aku ke tempat kejadian dengan perut kenyang terima kasih kepada ayam masak merah dan daging masak kurma.
Err, Secret Garden? Kat mana ni Annas? Tak penah dengaq pon?
Sebidang tanah lapang sebelah Stadium Merdeka rupanya. Secret Garden konon. Aku rase name tu di made up nak kasi nampak stylo je kot.
Lepak luar dulu, tunggu Kak Na and the geng datang bawak tiket. Macam biasa, manusia yang lalu lalang kat situ memang tak terlepas dari permerhatian aku walaupun aku rabun.
Dah macam fashion show dah. Ade yang pakai seluar paras lutut, nampak boxer hitam tompok2 berbentuk hati. Yang bertindik sampai tak nampak muka. Yang boria. Eyh, minah ni, pakai heels?
By the time aku masuk aku dah nekad, nak lepak belakang jek. Depan stage tu dah macam tempat kerbau berkubang. Tak sesuai rasenye bagi aku yang berkasut Chuck Taylor putih nak lalu lalang kat situ.
Kuatkan semangat~~
Last band yang main sebelum berhenti untuk menghormati waktu Maghrib, OAG. Lepas jek pengacara gemuk tu sebut OAG, Annas terus tarik aku ajak p depan. Lagu OAG memang berhantu beb.
RTW4, pagar depan stage roboh mase diorang main. RTW5, aku kena humban depan stage lepas gatal badan nak buat slam. Bouncer tu siap renyak baju aku sampai koyak sebab ingat aku mabuk.
Kali ni? Body slam paling lama pernah aku buat gara-gara Annas dan beberapa kaki pogo kat situ tibe2 jek angkat aku. Dah berapa banyak kepala aku sepak dan berapa banyak pipi aku tendang sebelum Annas tarik aku turun, aku pon tak ingat.
Maaf ye. Tak disengajakan.
The rest is history. Aku dapat penumbuk sebijik kt kepale, lebam kat bawah ketiak, kasut baru kaler coklat lumpur dan peluh seksi.
Dah lame tak melompat. Serius beb aku semput gila.
Nasib baik Butterfingers tak main lagu Stolen. Kalau tak aku yang parking kat tengah2 lautan pemogo berani mati mesti tersedut kedalam bulatan moshpit yang bakal menyebabkan aku dalam kesusahan sebab aku dah penat tahap gaban.
Terima kasih Fat Boy.
Dec 16, 2008
Gumok kah aku?
"Weh apsal ko gemuk nok?"
"Ko da berisi sial"
"Muka ang serius dah bulat"
"Badan ko still maintain, tapi pipi dah geleber da."
Macam peluru soalan macam tu ditujukan kat aku sekarang. Reaksi aku? Heh, mata mereka juling kot.
Aku terus berfikiran macam tu sampai la aku tengok gambaq nih. Apek ambik gambaq ni pukul 5 pagi masa smoking break. Aduih, memang muka aku dah bulat. Aku tak tau kenapa cermin kat rumah aku tu selalu tipu aku.
]Yang kat sebelah aku tu Intan. Macam mana dia boleh kekal posing model macam baru bangun pagi tu aku pon pelik. Aku dah lagi seinci nak sampai status gile. Yela. 18 jam keja mengadap pc. Boleh?
Tengok tu. Muke sekor2 dah macam kura2. Kalau anda terer mesti anda boleh nampak geleberan lemak kat bawah leher aku.
Burok siot.
AKU NAK KURUS!!!
"Ko da berisi sial"
"Muka ang serius dah bulat"
"Badan ko still maintain, tapi pipi dah geleber da."
Macam peluru soalan macam tu ditujukan kat aku sekarang. Reaksi aku? Heh, mata mereka juling kot.
Aku terus berfikiran macam tu sampai la aku tengok gambaq nih. Apek ambik gambaq ni pukul 5 pagi masa smoking break. Aduih, memang muka aku dah bulat. Aku tak tau kenapa cermin kat rumah aku tu selalu tipu aku.
]Yang kat sebelah aku tu Intan. Macam mana dia boleh kekal posing model macam baru bangun pagi tu aku pon pelik. Aku dah lagi seinci nak sampai status gile. Yela. 18 jam keja mengadap pc. Boleh?
Tengok tu. Muke sekor2 dah macam kura2. Kalau anda terer mesti anda boleh nampak geleberan lemak kat bawah leher aku.
Burok siot.
AKU NAK KURUS!!!
Dec 13, 2008
The Truth About Death is You Dont Have To Say Anything
I recalled a friend once told me something I've never heard about myself before.
She said "you know what is weird about you? You are totally irresistible when you are around, but,.. You are the last thing that would came cross my mind when you were away.."
?? Don't really know was it a good thing or one way another but i take it as her wild assumption that time. As time goes by, as things changes in complexity, as new commitment take the other half of me, those words of her becoming more and more clearer.
Again, was it reflecting something? I don't know but too bad i had to learned it the hard way. ~
Anyhow, i just received my confirmation letter last Thursday. " It was an early birthday present for you bro". My manager said.
Yea, welcome to an 'antisocial geek league' i presumed what he meant by that.
By completing another year of my lullaby circle and survived my 6 month strive probation period at the same time, the whole department thinks i deserved a big 'hand on the back'. So they decided to sing a 'Happy Birthday' song to me which i found it very ~ cliche
Of course i appreciated it. Very much indeed. Its just the fact that the time spin around like no body business makes me worry sick. Aaaaaa...
Also received a couple of wishes from friends, near and far and from enemies too. Weird??
Mua? Human can change right?
Later that day i called my father to present him the good news. Bla bla and bla..
"What? How long have you been working? 6 month already? How come it be so fast?" That was my father yelling/asking at me in disbelief. Then he added, " I must have missed a lot of things."
I agreed in silence. Perhaps we both do.
We don't talk a lot actually. Me and my father, we don't agree with a lot of things either. Its make us don't get along very well the past few years. Same goes to my mother and as long as i can remember i never sit with both of them together, talking.
I should have fixed it a long time ago. Huuu..
To sums things up, i'm really looking forward for Xmas Eve and Boxing Days cause i will be going back to my hometown. At last, i will have a couple of days away from my work. Thank god. Its really been a busy week for me as i spent almost 14 hours a day, working.
Last Friday, 18 hours. Well, Balen promised us a surprise this coming Monday as a reward or looks more like a bribe to me.
Aaaa cant wait to escape.
She said "you know what is weird about you? You are totally irresistible when you are around, but,.. You are the last thing that would came cross my mind when you were away.."
?? Don't really know was it a good thing or one way another but i take it as her wild assumption that time. As time goes by, as things changes in complexity, as new commitment take the other half of me, those words of her becoming more and more clearer.
Again, was it reflecting something? I don't know but too bad i had to learned it the hard way. ~
Anyhow, i just received my confirmation letter last Thursday. " It was an early birthday present for you bro". My manager said.
Yea, welcome to an 'antisocial geek league' i presumed what he meant by that.
By completing another year of my lullaby circle and survived my 6 month strive probation period at the same time, the whole department thinks i deserved a big 'hand on the back'. So they decided to sing a 'Happy Birthday' song to me which i found it very ~ cliche
Of course i appreciated it. Very much indeed. Its just the fact that the time spin around like no body business makes me worry sick. Aaaaaa...
Also received a couple of wishes from friends, near and far and from enemies too. Weird??
Mua? Human can change right?
Later that day i called my father to present him the good news. Bla bla and bla..
"What? How long have you been working? 6 month already? How come it be so fast?" That was my father yelling/asking at me in disbelief. Then he added, " I must have missed a lot of things."
I agreed in silence. Perhaps we both do.
We don't talk a lot actually. Me and my father, we don't agree with a lot of things either. Its make us don't get along very well the past few years. Same goes to my mother and as long as i can remember i never sit with both of them together, talking.
I should have fixed it a long time ago. Huuu..
To sums things up, i'm really looking forward for Xmas Eve and Boxing Days cause i will be going back to my hometown. At last, i will have a couple of days away from my work. Thank god. Its really been a busy week for me as i spent almost 14 hours a day, working.
Last Friday, 18 hours. Well, Balen promised us a surprise this coming Monday as a reward or looks more like a bribe to me.
Aaaa cant wait to escape.
Dec 1, 2008
Ibu Kota Sesak
Untuk keluar bekerja di waktu perdana memang mencabar lebih-lebih bagi aku dan motosikal aku yang berusia setengah abad. Tambahan pula pejabat aku bertapak di tengah-tengah kota yang maha sibuk.
Aku dah tak ingat bila kali terakhir aku keluar bekerja di siang hari. Jumaat lepas aku terpaksa, setelah semalaman pengkalan data di London diserang virus.
Aku tak faham bagaimana virus itu bekerja, bukan dalam jangkauan bidang aku juga aku tak ngerti kenapa orang cipta virus at the first place.
Soalan macam tu selalu berkisar dalam benak kepala aku.
Kenapa? Dalam kebanyakan artikel, kenapa orang besarkan atau highlightkan huruf pertama di permulaan perenggan? Apa logiknya?
Kenapa pemain bola sepak bawak pengiring kanak-kanak sebelum masuk padang? Apa simboliknya?
*termenung
Sambung ngomelan asal. Aku redah di celah-celah mekanikal bergerak yang masing-masing berlumba untuk ke destinasi. Semua nak cepat. Semua tak peduli. Termasuk aku.
Err, hampir saja merempuh sisi sebuah kereta dek kerana tidak menghiraukan lampu merah. Berenti. Tarik nafas panjang-panjang. Jalan.
Mana nak jumpa view macam ni? Kereta cium bontot kereta. Bas mini didominasi warga Bangla. Bunyi bising hon teksi. Apek tengah sibuk jual tiket loteri.
Karbon monoksida tak payah cakap la. Ia da cukup untuk menghilangkan bau perfume yang aku sembur cukup-cukup sebelum keluar tadi.
Dah cukup aku tabur dosa memaki hamun setiap bas yang lalu.
Aku tahu. Semua ada target sendiri. Ada kehendak yang perlu dipenuhi. Kan? Ada periuk untuk diisi. Ada lubang rezeki untuk digali.
Nasib baik aku kerja malam!!
Aku dah tak ingat bila kali terakhir aku keluar bekerja di siang hari. Jumaat lepas aku terpaksa, setelah semalaman pengkalan data di London diserang virus.
Aku tak faham bagaimana virus itu bekerja, bukan dalam jangkauan bidang aku juga aku tak ngerti kenapa orang cipta virus at the first place.
Soalan macam tu selalu berkisar dalam benak kepala aku.
Kenapa? Dalam kebanyakan artikel, kenapa orang besarkan atau highlightkan huruf pertama di permulaan perenggan? Apa logiknya?
Kenapa pemain bola sepak bawak pengiring kanak-kanak sebelum masuk padang? Apa simboliknya?
*termenung
Sambung ngomelan asal. Aku redah di celah-celah mekanikal bergerak yang masing-masing berlumba untuk ke destinasi. Semua nak cepat. Semua tak peduli. Termasuk aku.
Err, hampir saja merempuh sisi sebuah kereta dek kerana tidak menghiraukan lampu merah. Berenti. Tarik nafas panjang-panjang. Jalan.
Mana nak jumpa view macam ni? Kereta cium bontot kereta. Bas mini didominasi warga Bangla. Bunyi bising hon teksi. Apek tengah sibuk jual tiket loteri.
Karbon monoksida tak payah cakap la. Ia da cukup untuk menghilangkan bau perfume yang aku sembur cukup-cukup sebelum keluar tadi.
Dah cukup aku tabur dosa memaki hamun setiap bas yang lalu.
Aku tahu. Semua ada target sendiri. Ada kehendak yang perlu dipenuhi. Kan? Ada periuk untuk diisi. Ada lubang rezeki untuk digali.
Nasib baik aku kerja malam!!
Nov 28, 2008
My Workstation?
Shit. Its Saturday and I'm still at the office. Woo.. this fucking company sure owe me big time. Not that i complaining or something, but here i am cursing myself and of course my so called responsibility for taking (i rather say killing) my social Saturday.
I don't recall when is the last time i play this game but it seems like the only way to kick my sleepy ass away. I've been Tagged yesterday by She is Me.
The instruction is as bellow:
Snap work station anda. Then, pas tag ni pada 7 blogger yang lain.
There it is. This is where i spent my self every night, 5 days a week. It was captured last night around 3 o'clock in the morning. (Look at the clock behind if you don't believe me).
Weird isn't it? Not that i don't want to explain, but its really complicated about what i 'do'. It may take dozens of pages and i rather save the electricity. Heh, all i can say is, i go to work from 9pm to 6am and it had turn the clock inside my brain, upside down. Pity`~
Is this where the part i named or tagged someone else to jump in?
I don't recall when is the last time i play this game but it seems like the only way to kick my sleepy ass away. I've been Tagged yesterday by She is Me.
The instruction is as bellow:
Snap work station anda. Then, pas tag ni pada 7 blogger yang lain.
There it is. This is where i spent my self every night, 5 days a week. It was captured last night around 3 o'clock in the morning. (Look at the clock behind if you don't believe me).
Weird isn't it? Not that i don't want to explain, but its really complicated about what i 'do'. It may take dozens of pages and i rather save the electricity. Heh, all i can say is, i go to work from 9pm to 6am and it had turn the clock inside my brain, upside down. Pity`~
Is this where the part i named or tagged someone else to jump in?
Nov 24, 2008
sugar, spice and everything was nice
Great. Finally i had a little gap i can pampered myself in. Sooner it will be 2009 and still counting.
Resolution? Nah.. i don't think so, but i did found a cool 09' diaries when i wandered around a bookstore yesterday. Its graphically indicates your planning through out the year. Holidays, party, your time to relax, esetra, esetra. Erm, it wasn't a good idea also since i barely had time even to have a small talk with my house mate. Geesh..
For me, 09' would be a 'hectic super ignorant busy' year or so i think it would be.
Anyhow, I'm surprisingly looking forward to it.
All aboard?
Let me see...
Erm, guts, spirit, big brains, heart,.. positive..
Check!!!
All up...hee
Resolution? Nah.. i don't think so, but i did found a cool 09' diaries when i wandered around a bookstore yesterday. Its graphically indicates your planning through out the year. Holidays, party, your time to relax, esetra, esetra. Erm, it wasn't a good idea also since i barely had time even to have a small talk with my house mate. Geesh..
For me, 09' would be a 'hectic super ignorant busy' year or so i think it would be.
Anyhow, I'm surprisingly looking forward to it.
All aboard?
Let me see...
Erm, guts, spirit, big brains, heart,.. positive..
Check!!!
All up...hee
Nov 9, 2008
The Girl With The Dragon Tatoo
I'm totally fond by the late Steig Larsson's book, The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo. It took me only 13 days to wrapped it up. Well, after all it was a perfect Swedish crime fiction with a mix of conspiracy theory, Nazism and a family saga with a hectic religious maniac.
Gessh,.. I've spent the whole Saturday trying to finished it and only stop reading when i had to watch Arsenal vs Manchester United earlier that night. Heh, it turn out The Red Devils has been Gunned down.
In the mean time i was eager to watch 007's Quantum of Solace. So i woke up Sunday, stopped by the book store to buy a new book and headed out to the cinema.
"The Righteous Man by Sam Bourne". Herm.,,i bought it because i saw a comment about it on the back of the book. It says, "Excellent plot, much better than Dan Brown".
Hey, Dan Brown is my favorite author.
This is the first time i watch movies in cinema alone. I was wondering, maybe it was a bad idea (watching movie, alone). People must be thinking, "how sad is this guy though" or "oh, poor lads".
Fuck that. They barely know me. Its Quantum of Solace that matter haha. Guess what? I get a perfect sit where i don't think i could get that if i were with somebody. Not bad.
Who come to cinema alone for god sake? I'm pretty sure there should be plenty of a 'single' sit in the hall.
Its not that bad right? I've got my sit, a perfect spot and a blockbuster. So i guess, no offend for those who goes to cinema alone right? It just..what that word,,erm,,whats best to describe it...ahaa. Pathetic!!
Gessh,.. I've spent the whole Saturday trying to finished it and only stop reading when i had to watch Arsenal vs Manchester United earlier that night. Heh, it turn out The Red Devils has been Gunned down.
In the mean time i was eager to watch 007's Quantum of Solace. So i woke up Sunday, stopped by the book store to buy a new book and headed out to the cinema.
"The Righteous Man by Sam Bourne". Herm.,,i bought it because i saw a comment about it on the back of the book. It says, "Excellent plot, much better than Dan Brown".
Hey, Dan Brown is my favorite author.
This is the first time i watch movies in cinema alone. I was wondering, maybe it was a bad idea (watching movie, alone). People must be thinking, "how sad is this guy though" or "oh, poor lads".
Fuck that. They barely know me. Its Quantum of Solace that matter haha. Guess what? I get a perfect sit where i don't think i could get that if i were with somebody. Not bad.
Who come to cinema alone for god sake? I'm pretty sure there should be plenty of a 'single' sit in the hall.
Its not that bad right? I've got my sit, a perfect spot and a blockbuster. So i guess, no offend for those who goes to cinema alone right? It just..what that word,,erm,,whats best to describe it...ahaa. Pathetic!!
Oct 18, 2008
Between Immortality and Time Machine
`Hey, what its like if you happens to be immortal?
What? Hell no. Why would you think i want to be immortal?
`Why not?
Cause it would mean nothing to me, stupid. Whats the point of living when you lost your adrenalin rush knowing that you would live long enough to do almost everything? Besides, i doubt it you would be happy in a million years.
I'm certainly don't like watching my grandson grow older than me and die before my eyes. Plus all of the people you know and care about were long gone, you'll end up being alone like a complete idiot.
But, if i been given a choice, i prefer to have a time machine cause i have missed to much of a good moment in my life and repair some of those unlikely time behind or change things that i regret the most.
I mean, whats the worst things could happen by having a time machine? Maybe someday you open up your lil' brother or sister history book and find my picture sitting right besides Tunku Abdul Rahman in Stadium Merdeka.
Maybe i can give a personal touch on Oliver Wright's plane or telescoping through out the solar system with Galileo. Or maybe Einstein will have a new friend to have lunch with or perhaps, instead of painting Monalisa, Da Vinci would make a painting out of me.
err.. maybe Hang Jebat wouldn't have to die.
What? Hell no. Why would you think i want to be immortal?
`Why not?
Cause it would mean nothing to me, stupid. Whats the point of living when you lost your adrenalin rush knowing that you would live long enough to do almost everything? Besides, i doubt it you would be happy in a million years.
I'm certainly don't like watching my grandson grow older than me and die before my eyes. Plus all of the people you know and care about were long gone, you'll end up being alone like a complete idiot.
But, if i been given a choice, i prefer to have a time machine cause i have missed to much of a good moment in my life and repair some of those unlikely time behind or change things that i regret the most.
I mean, whats the worst things could happen by having a time machine? Maybe someday you open up your lil' brother or sister history book and find my picture sitting right besides Tunku Abdul Rahman in Stadium Merdeka.
Maybe i can give a personal touch on Oliver Wright's plane or telescoping through out the solar system with Galileo. Or maybe Einstein will have a new friend to have lunch with or perhaps, instead of painting Monalisa, Da Vinci would make a painting out of me.
err.. maybe Hang Jebat wouldn't have to die.
Oct 12, 2008
buih itu
I woke up early this morning. NO, just kidding. Are u nuts? Morning is not a good friend of mine and never will it be.
Anyhow, i was on my way back from work around 0930, stopping by a mamak stall to get one king size roti canai and my favorite "must-have-every-day" coffee. Its a 'same o same o' kind of life I've been living currently. A total circle. Same storyboard. Same routine.
-back from work-get my dishes-watch FRIENDS-read novels-sleep-woke up-lunch or dinner or whatever they called it-go to work-
While I'm waiting for my supplement to be wrapped up, i saw a bunch of kids playing with bubbles on the parking lot few steps away. They like laughing their ass out. Err..i mean laughing out loud. Very loud.
I kept staring at them, mesmerized, of course not by their annoying sounds (hee..) but by the way their enjoying it. How do i know? Its fucking flashed before their cute tiny little eyes, beamed away the melancholy morning colours.
Herm...Whats so special about that bubbles? Yeah, it pretty much can float but rather than that, nothing! I mean, what is so interesting about a 'wet floating hollow circle'? You tell me..
But somehow i realise that is what kids good at. They know how to appreciate everything around them, know how to create joy in every single moment of almost anything. They see things by a different perspective, different views, different idea.
Start to think of it, i should appreciate more, care more about whats happening around me. Maybe take a step back, sit still and find out which part of this life circle i had missed, gesture a thumbs up or plead an acknowledgement to those who i know willing to go an extra miles with me and lived the day like they will never be tomorrow. Hee..
You never know you'll missed something untill its gone, do you?
Anyhow, i was on my way back from work around 0930, stopping by a mamak stall to get one king size roti canai and my favorite "must-have-every-day" coffee. Its a 'same o same o' kind of life I've been living currently. A total circle. Same storyboard. Same routine.
-back from work-get my dishes-watch FRIENDS-read novels-sleep-woke up-lunch or dinner or whatever they called it-go to work-
While I'm waiting for my supplement to be wrapped up, i saw a bunch of kids playing with bubbles on the parking lot few steps away. They like laughing their ass out. Err..i mean laughing out loud. Very loud.
I kept staring at them, mesmerized, of course not by their annoying sounds (hee..) but by the way their enjoying it. How do i know? Its fucking flashed before their cute tiny little eyes, beamed away the melancholy morning colours.
Herm...Whats so special about that bubbles? Yeah, it pretty much can float but rather than that, nothing! I mean, what is so interesting about a 'wet floating hollow circle'? You tell me..
But somehow i realise that is what kids good at. They know how to appreciate everything around them, know how to create joy in every single moment of almost anything. They see things by a different perspective, different views, different idea.
Start to think of it, i should appreciate more, care more about whats happening around me. Maybe take a step back, sit still and find out which part of this life circle i had missed, gesture a thumbs up or plead an acknowledgement to those who i know willing to go an extra miles with me and lived the day like they will never be tomorrow. Hee..
You never know you'll missed something untill its gone, do you?
Sep 28, 2008
my morning taboo
0708 Received 1 new message.
Norman ~
Good morning bro. Please come to the office at 1900. We are doing 1900 to 0700. Thank you.
What? Gimme a break will you? Lusa da nak raya la...
@#$%^&*!!!
Norman ~
Good morning bro. Please come to the office at 1900. We are doing 1900 to 0700. Thank you.
What? Gimme a break will you? Lusa da nak raya la...
@#$%^&*!!!
dam dam dum bunyi mercun
Dulu aku gila benci hari Ahad. sumpah. Sangat benci. Tapi sekarang hari Ahad adalah hari aku bemesra dengan rumah, dengan tilam aku, dengan mesin basuh, dengan HBO. Sekarang aku tak mahu hari Ahad aku diganggu. Maafkan aku kerna dulu aku membencimu.
Tengah sibuk aku jadi hero dalam mimpi, Kri kejut, nak balik kampung katanya. Siap tinggal kad raya lagi untuk aku kat sebelah bantal aku. Babi!! Habis sesi perpisahan, sambung tido balik.
Sial. Anak sape la main mercun pukul 9 pagi ni. Ayam pun tak lap taik mate lagi. Malas nak bangun, aku jerit la dari dalam bilik. Budak-budak tu selamba je sambung main. Siap nanyi lagu Faizal Tahir lagi. 'Mahakaryacinta'.
Nak je aku turun sekolahkan budak-budak tu tapi memandangkan semua tahap ketinggian mereka mencapai paras pinggang aku jek, so aku malas nak kacau. Dulu aku pon macam tu. Beria benar main mercun. Siap baling masuk rumah orang lagi.
Bukak ASTRO. Mata memang kat TV tapi otak aku da melayang jauh. Yela, memandangkan tahun ni aku beraya sorang-sorang di rumah, so mula la aku memeras otak berkira-kira aktiviti aku di pagi raya.
And i've come out with a several option.
Rasa-rasa kamu orang, option mana paling best? Ada sapa-sapa nak tolong?
Tengah sibuk aku jadi hero dalam mimpi, Kri kejut, nak balik kampung katanya. Siap tinggal kad raya lagi untuk aku kat sebelah bantal aku. Babi!! Habis sesi perpisahan, sambung tido balik.
BOOM!!!
Sial. Anak sape la main mercun pukul 9 pagi ni. Ayam pun tak lap taik mate lagi. Malas nak bangun, aku jerit la dari dalam bilik. Budak-budak tu selamba je sambung main. Siap nanyi lagu Faizal Tahir lagi. 'Mahakaryacinta'.
Nak je aku turun sekolahkan budak-budak tu tapi memandangkan semua tahap ketinggian mereka mencapai paras pinggang aku jek, so aku malas nak kacau. Dulu aku pon macam tu. Beria benar main mercun. Siap baling masuk rumah orang lagi.
Bukak ASTRO. Mata memang kat TV tapi otak aku da melayang jauh. Yela, memandangkan tahun ni aku beraya sorang-sorang di rumah, so mula la aku memeras otak berkira-kira aktiviti aku di pagi raya.
And i've come out with a several option.
- Aku balik kerja pukul 6 a.m boleh la aku singgah Masjid Negara untuk sembahyang raya, (padahal tiap2 hari melintas depan Masjid Negara, tak pernah singgah pun) then balik tido.
- Terus balik rumah, beraya dengan mamak kat bawah flat aku (mintak maaf dengan diorang sebab menjadi mangsa melayan aku berborak tiap-tiap malam). Lepas pekena maggie goreng dengan nescafe o ais, naik atas membuta.
- Balik mandi, pakai wangi-wangi, kerah semua saki-baki sahabat yang senasib dengan aku @ yang beraya di ibu kota, paksa mereka keluar.
- Rutin biasa, balik rumah layan TV, lepas tu tido sampai senja then siap-siap nak pi kerja balik.
Rasa-rasa kamu orang, option mana paling best? Ada sapa-sapa nak tolong?
Sep 26, 2008
Saya dan Lily
berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul
Gambar ni aku curik dari blog Lily. Sebetulnya aku pun dah tak ingat kapan gambar gedik ni diambil. Biasalah.. hidup gaya selebriti memang macam ni. Macam mana kami boleh kenal? Err, kebenaran memang pahit.
Dia curi selipar aku.
~ Hey..letak la gambar hencem sket..apara..
Lily~ Tableh tableh. Ni gambar 1st aku amek dgn ko. Jadi aci la kalu dua2 pun buruk
Sesungguhnya aku sangat setuju.
Sumber. http://liloshatred.blogspot.com/
Sep 23, 2008
my grandmother's hand
I was 8 years old that time when i was playing with my grandmother's ring at the kitchen until she smacked my head and put the ring back on the upper level of the cabinet where i cant reach it. She used to take it out when she was doing 'things' that she suppose to do in kitchen. I don't know what her reason and i didn't bother to ask.
Then i remembered my grandfather bought her a new ring somewhere in the same year. For which occasion, again i didn't bother my ass.
But the next day i noticed she still wearing the old ring and take out the same old ring from her finger and again put it on top of the cabinet where obviously make it harder for me.
This time, i insisted of being passive. I asked, "why don't you wear your new ring?". Then she replied, "my hand aren't pretty enough. cant you see all this vein popped out under my skin? i don't want people kept staring at the ring and then noticed the wrinkle."
According to my height as an 8 year old boy, probably my eyes are staring straight at her hand every single day and ya, i kind of noticed the wrinkle and all the vein but it seems like very normal.
Cause that hand would ended up at my face or at my butt when I've done a mess. Those hand made my fever gone every time it touches my head. Those wrinkle hand that without no doubt washed my cloth, ironed my school uniform and even combed my hair. The same hand that i used to kissed every morning. It was those ugly wrinkle hand and it kind of had it own smell, it own touch.
And maybe those hand that had made me this way, who i am today. Not loads, but one can call it a human being. hehe.. but she's unlucky enough to see it.
Al-Fatihah,
Then i remembered my grandfather bought her a new ring somewhere in the same year. For which occasion, again i didn't bother my ass.
But the next day i noticed she still wearing the old ring and take out the same old ring from her finger and again put it on top of the cabinet where obviously make it harder for me.
This time, i insisted of being passive. I asked, "why don't you wear your new ring?". Then she replied, "my hand aren't pretty enough. cant you see all this vein popped out under my skin? i don't want people kept staring at the ring and then noticed the wrinkle."
According to my height as an 8 year old boy, probably my eyes are staring straight at her hand every single day and ya, i kind of noticed the wrinkle and all the vein but it seems like very normal.
Cause that hand would ended up at my face or at my butt when I've done a mess. Those hand made my fever gone every time it touches my head. Those wrinkle hand that without no doubt washed my cloth, ironed my school uniform and even combed my hair. The same hand that i used to kissed every morning. It was those ugly wrinkle hand and it kind of had it own smell, it own touch.
And maybe those hand that had made me this way, who i am today. Not loads, but one can call it a human being. hehe.. but she's unlucky enough to see it.
Al-Fatihah,
Sep 22, 2008
i know, you know, i think, u dont, u act, i'm blank
finally... i rarely got a chance to write lately. ya i've been on the net several time but then just enough to read my mail.
well as far as i'm concern, a lot had happened. to me, to my friends, nearby and far away, so called digital friends behind friendster, myspace and facebook monitor and obviously to the world.
earlier this month i've been assigned to cleared up all the items that came up from our front office in London at night, err london time. meanings, my work circles would be from 9pm to 6am. though it may sounds interesting, but i have to sing a hell of a good bye song to my social life. sigh~
by the way, i will spend the first day of RAYA working. bitter isn't it? this company sure owe me big time. Ramadhan in KL? Kangar is far more better..
as so you know, last few days it had been a major turmoil for all the big apples in USA finance. the effect of the volatile share and credit market leading to a massive turnover by the investor.
Lehman Brothers Bank, of the Federal 18, one of the most recognizable, 150 years in the biz, collapsed.
Meryill Linch, taked over by Bank of America. AIG, are on the edge to join Lehman Brothers but thanks to the USD 40 billion injection by US government that make them stay above water. its been a chaos in my office as we put a big effort to hedged every possibility that may came out unlucky for us. err..OT.
As a result of being in a steady state, our boss bought us a pizza. Pizza?`~sigh
to add with the crucial flavor of world madness, its the colors of what all of my friends painted to the storyboard this month. i had few friend who has ended up their relationship with their loves one. a friend who just found love but not sure whether it was the right time to make a move. a friend who simply just learned how to flirt. people getting married, migrate, dead. a friend who had no idea what he was doing until now. me, being a jerk sometimes.
world. colors. wheels. karma.yin and yang.
how about that to explain everything. hee..
well as far as i'm concern, a lot had happened. to me, to my friends, nearby and far away, so called digital friends behind friendster, myspace and facebook monitor and obviously to the world.
earlier this month i've been assigned to cleared up all the items that came up from our front office in London at night, err london time. meanings, my work circles would be from 9pm to 6am. though it may sounds interesting, but i have to sing a hell of a good bye song to my social life. sigh~
by the way, i will spend the first day of RAYA working. bitter isn't it? this company sure owe me big time. Ramadhan in KL? Kangar is far more better..
as so you know, last few days it had been a major turmoil for all the big apples in USA finance. the effect of the volatile share and credit market leading to a massive turnover by the investor.
Lehman Brothers Bank, of the Federal 18, one of the most recognizable, 150 years in the biz, collapsed.
Meryill Linch, taked over by Bank of America. AIG, are on the edge to join Lehman Brothers but thanks to the USD 40 billion injection by US government that make them stay above water. its been a chaos in my office as we put a big effort to hedged every possibility that may came out unlucky for us. err..OT.
As a result of being in a steady state, our boss bought us a pizza. Pizza?`~sigh
to add with the crucial flavor of world madness, its the colors of what all of my friends painted to the storyboard this month. i had few friend who has ended up their relationship with their loves one. a friend who just found love but not sure whether it was the right time to make a move. a friend who simply just learned how to flirt. people getting married, migrate, dead. a friend who had no idea what he was doing until now. me, being a jerk sometimes.
world. colors. wheels. karma.yin and yang.
how about that to explain everything. hee..
Aug 29, 2008
in loving memories of Rick
early this morning i recd sms frm anonymous number, saying...
"just to inform u that our dear beloved brother Gupreet passed away this morning around 2am. the cottage leaves the resident at 1pm and the funeral will be held at Loke Yew by 2pm."
Gupreet @ Rick was in UK confirmation team, the same team as i am. A cool guy with tall and pretty handsome features and perhaps a heavy drinker. With the piercing all over his face, u wont believe his actually afraid of rats. heh.
2 days back i was with him with the rest of my team hang out at one of our favourite stall near Jalan Pudu. Laughing, teasing each other and we're planning on following our department night out at Rum's Jungle this coming Friday.
Today is suppose to be a Merdeka celebration at our process floor and last night we finished up decorate at 3am just to make sure our team will grab the prizes. Come today, we wrapped up all the decor and choose to leave it just like that cause its feel like something is missing.
Actually we're planning on touring the floor while singing a patriotic songs and then Rick comes with his sarcastic opinion like always. I remember he said, "come Friday, I'm on MC" and strolled out with a big laughed. There goes your MC man...
I was at his funeral just now and i was thinking, one can deceased with no alarm. Today he was with you and tomorrow he's out of reach..far...
Its only a matter of time. When your name is written, your time to leave the world has been decided. Never too early or neither late. Never ever in my life I've lost my close friend and i still don't know how to react. He was sitting in front of me in the office for god sake.
When i saw the same silhouette that i saw everyday in front of me went burning, i was like..
"this is it"
There goes our cool guy.
Gupreet@Rick 1981-2008
Owh by the way, that anonymous number is Rick's number that I'll never save it off.
"just to inform u that our dear beloved brother Gupreet passed away this morning around 2am. the cottage leaves the resident at 1pm and the funeral will be held at Loke Yew by 2pm."
Gupreet @ Rick was in UK confirmation team, the same team as i am. A cool guy with tall and pretty handsome features and perhaps a heavy drinker. With the piercing all over his face, u wont believe his actually afraid of rats. heh.
2 days back i was with him with the rest of my team hang out at one of our favourite stall near Jalan Pudu. Laughing, teasing each other and we're planning on following our department night out at Rum's Jungle this coming Friday.
Today is suppose to be a Merdeka celebration at our process floor and last night we finished up decorate at 3am just to make sure our team will grab the prizes. Come today, we wrapped up all the decor and choose to leave it just like that cause its feel like something is missing.
Actually we're planning on touring the floor while singing a patriotic songs and then Rick comes with his sarcastic opinion like always. I remember he said, "come Friday, I'm on MC" and strolled out with a big laughed. There goes your MC man...
I was at his funeral just now and i was thinking, one can deceased with no alarm. Today he was with you and tomorrow he's out of reach..far...
Its only a matter of time. When your name is written, your time to leave the world has been decided. Never too early or neither late. Never ever in my life I've lost my close friend and i still don't know how to react. He was sitting in front of me in the office for god sake.
When i saw the same silhouette that i saw everyday in front of me went burning, i was like..
"this is it"
There goes our cool guy.
Gupreet@Rick 1981-2008
Owh by the way, that anonymous number is Rick's number that I'll never save it off.
Aug 26, 2008
Without Wax
Did you know that the word sincere is originated from Latin word sen Serra that means without wax?
This sen Serra thingy started back in Galileo's time centuries ago where peeps raced to create beautiful statue and sculpture to present it to their emperor or for academic reasons. So, sometimes when there is a foul on their masterpiece, they will cover it with wax. By that time, every artwork that has no slack at all, meanings true form of it without any added compartment are called sen Serra', without wax.
Now you know what sincerely stands for rite? The true meaning behind the word.
Without wax,
This sen Serra thingy started back in Galileo's time centuries ago where peeps raced to create beautiful statue and sculpture to present it to their emperor or for academic reasons. So, sometimes when there is a foul on their masterpiece, they will cover it with wax. By that time, every artwork that has no slack at all, meanings true form of it without any added compartment are called sen Serra', without wax.
Now you know what sincerely stands for rite? The true meaning behind the word.
Without wax,
Haidar
Aug 19, 2008
aku?pervert?
memang da jadi lumrah aku, bangun tido mesti nak buang hajat dulu. ini terjadi mungkin kerana sistem penghadaman aku sangat-sangatlah efisyen. masuk terus proses, tendang keluar secepat mungkin. err.. moto buah pinggang aku.
rutin....
ok, aku sangat concerntrate bab2 hajat neh but pagi tadi disebabkan nak habiskan saki baki digital fortress yang aku baca dari mggu lepas, tumpuan aku terganggu. sangat terganggu.
sampai ofis, log on, muka biru pujuk perut jangan buat hal...
rat race..penah dengar x?
hari ni bursa malaysia anjurkan satu larian dengan memakai ofis wear yang disertai beberapa syarikat sekitar kuala lumpur.
2 days back aku dapat satu email about this race and a couple of changes has been made like gentz punye washroom kat annexe dijadikan bilik persalinan untuk peserta perempuan. guess what? aku x take note pon email tuh...
bukan xde tandas dekat floor aku, tapi aku perlukan rokok untuk membantu aku fokus dan hanya annexe punya tandas jek yang menyediakan kemudahan tu.
tak berjaya pujuk perut aku untuk tenang, aku pon berlari-lari anak ke tandas annexe.
masuk...berhenti....muka jadi hijau....
aku dengar jeritan....aku panic.....
datang makcik cleaner..." dik, tandas lelaki da tukar, sini bilik perempuan salin baju, tandas lelaki kat dalam bursa... adik jalan terus... belok ka.... ... ... .....
aku tak dengar lagi ape makcik cleaner tu cakap sebab aku dah menonong cabut dari situ. haih...
baru teringat....
email
rutin....
ok, aku sangat concerntrate bab2 hajat neh but pagi tadi disebabkan nak habiskan saki baki digital fortress yang aku baca dari mggu lepas, tumpuan aku terganggu. sangat terganggu.
sampai ofis, log on, muka biru pujuk perut jangan buat hal...
rat race..penah dengar x?
hari ni bursa malaysia anjurkan satu larian dengan memakai ofis wear yang disertai beberapa syarikat sekitar kuala lumpur.
2 days back aku dapat satu email about this race and a couple of changes has been made like gentz punye washroom kat annexe dijadikan bilik persalinan untuk peserta perempuan. guess what? aku x take note pon email tuh...
bukan xde tandas dekat floor aku, tapi aku perlukan rokok untuk membantu aku fokus dan hanya annexe punya tandas jek yang menyediakan kemudahan tu.
tak berjaya pujuk perut aku untuk tenang, aku pon berlari-lari anak ke tandas annexe.
masuk...berhenti....muka jadi hijau....
aku dengar jeritan....aku panic.....
datang makcik cleaner..." dik, tandas lelaki da tukar, sini bilik perempuan salin baju, tandas lelaki kat dalam bursa... adik jalan terus... belok ka.... ... ... .....
aku tak dengar lagi ape makcik cleaner tu cakap sebab aku dah menonong cabut dari situ. haih...
baru teringat....
Aug 8, 2008
serban party
sebenarnya aku sangat kagum dengan orang Punjabi. rata-rata mereka masih mengekalkan pegangan mereka.
tradisi lain aku xtau sangat la tapi yang paling jelas, serban yang berbalut ketat kt atas kepala tuh memang petanda paling senang utk mengenal kaum ini.
er..
dijelaskan disini, entry ini bukan berunsur perkauman yah...
jgn salah faham!!!
sorang punjabi yang aku kenal kat tempat kerja.
ya.. memang saban hari beliau tetap setia dengan serbannya. dibalut kemas menutup telinga. riak mukanya menunjukkan beliau bangga mempromosikan keindahan tradisi dan kepercayaan beliau.
hari isnin kaler biru..
selasa kaler hitam...
rabu kaler kuning...
tapi...
dalam 2 minggu lepas, aku dan teman hadir annual dinner ofis aku kat KL Convention Centre.
diberitahu, si polan diatas turut serta.
gambaran aku biasa.
tak kaler hijau, mesti kaler kuning. tak kaler kuning mesti kaler hitam.
si polan sampai.
err..
serban dia tompok-tompok ala polka dot la..
rakan sebelah bisik. " serban party dia kot..."
"mungkin"
tradisi lain aku xtau sangat la tapi yang paling jelas, serban yang berbalut ketat kt atas kepala tuh memang petanda paling senang utk mengenal kaum ini.
er..
dijelaskan disini, entry ini bukan berunsur perkauman yah...
jgn salah faham!!!
sorang punjabi yang aku kenal kat tempat kerja.
ya.. memang saban hari beliau tetap setia dengan serbannya. dibalut kemas menutup telinga. riak mukanya menunjukkan beliau bangga mempromosikan keindahan tradisi dan kepercayaan beliau.
hari isnin kaler biru..
selasa kaler hitam...
rabu kaler kuning...
tapi...
dalam 2 minggu lepas, aku dan teman hadir annual dinner ofis aku kat KL Convention Centre.
diberitahu, si polan diatas turut serta.
gambaran aku biasa.
tak kaler hijau, mesti kaler kuning. tak kaler kuning mesti kaler hitam.
si polan sampai.
err..
serban dia tompok-tompok ala polka dot la..
rakan sebelah bisik. " serban party dia kot..."
"mungkin"
Jul 25, 2008
kampungkah aku
lama sudah mau kongsi.
pernah sekali aku pulang dari kerja, my colleague ajak ke salah sebuah kelab malam di ibu kota. masuk free sebab one of my colleague pernah kerja sebagai manager kat situ.
ikut..
masuk, lepak kt penjuru bar. " lime juice"
kat depan aku ada 2 perempuan melayu tengah menari ala stripper. sebab apa aku cakap stripper? sebab dia angkat skirt sampai pusat teros menampakkan underwear nya yang dalam remang lampu disco dalam tuh aku rasa kaler merah.
i was thinking. this is superb!! but i was wrong.
tak cukup lagi...
ten minutes later dia naik atas bar menari sepertimana dia menari kat bawah tadi. semua orang sorak. err.. termasuk aku. kenapa? bartender sembur gas dari barriel beer dari bawah sampai skirt minah tu terangkat sampai ke muka!!
minah tu? lagi ligat..
balik..
aku cerita ceriti la kat sorang rakan tentang hal yang berlaku.
ini respon rakan aku
"biasa la tu weh. ari tu masa aku p club, ada sorang minah neh baik punya lentok menari dengan kitorang. tanya punya tanya, hang tau dia keja pa?"- rakan
"keja apa?"-aku
"pegawai kat JAKIM" - rakan
aku ini sangat kasihan kan?
pernah sekali aku pulang dari kerja, my colleague ajak ke salah sebuah kelab malam di ibu kota. masuk free sebab one of my colleague pernah kerja sebagai manager kat situ.
ikut..
masuk, lepak kt penjuru bar. " lime juice"
kat depan aku ada 2 perempuan melayu tengah menari ala stripper. sebab apa aku cakap stripper? sebab dia angkat skirt sampai pusat teros menampakkan underwear nya yang dalam remang lampu disco dalam tuh aku rasa kaler merah.
i was thinking. this is superb!! but i was wrong.
tak cukup lagi...
ten minutes later dia naik atas bar menari sepertimana dia menari kat bawah tadi. semua orang sorak. err.. termasuk aku. kenapa? bartender sembur gas dari barriel beer dari bawah sampai skirt minah tu terangkat sampai ke muka!!
minah tu? lagi ligat..
balik..
aku cerita ceriti la kat sorang rakan tentang hal yang berlaku.
ini respon rakan aku
"biasa la tu weh. ari tu masa aku p club, ada sorang minah neh baik punya lentok menari dengan kitorang. tanya punya tanya, hang tau dia keja pa?"- rakan
"keja apa?"-aku
"pegawai kat JAKIM" - rakan
aku ini sangat kasihan kan?
Jul 17, 2008
mari santau bush
semalam dikala panas terik aku meremepit masuk ke kampus dengan tujuan ingin bertemu Dr. Azura. mula la berceritera hal2 biasa yang biasa ditanya kepada orang biasa.
dari hal kerja, study, kahwin and all sampai la hal rumah sewa mahal, harga minyak naik, harga barang naik dan tak lupa juga debat Anwar.
then, datang seorang lagi rakan pelajar berborak dengan Dr Azura pasal kenduri and all the masak thingy memandangkan beliau sedang mengusahakan sebuah cafe di shah alam. dalam remang2 diorang berborak, terdengar di halwa telinaga aku pasal kes2 santau yang melibatkan makanan.
santau?
sejenis ilmu sihir untuk melengkapi perasaan hasad dengki sesama makhluk dan menjadi trend masa kini . kata orang, golongan melayu sangat handal dalam mengaplikasikan ilmu-ilmu seperti ini terutama di kepulauan indonesia.
herm..
"pegi la santau bush. kita kan banyak bakat2 sihir. kenapa nak santau orang sendiri?" -aku
"kena la hantar yang boleh terbang" -Dr. Azura
"tak payah, bawak je bomoh naik flight sampai washington!!" -aku
dari hal kerja, study, kahwin and all sampai la hal rumah sewa mahal, harga minyak naik, harga barang naik dan tak lupa juga debat Anwar.
then, datang seorang lagi rakan pelajar berborak dengan Dr Azura pasal kenduri and all the masak thingy memandangkan beliau sedang mengusahakan sebuah cafe di shah alam. dalam remang2 diorang berborak, terdengar di halwa telinaga aku pasal kes2 santau yang melibatkan makanan.
santau?
sejenis ilmu sihir untuk melengkapi perasaan hasad dengki sesama makhluk dan menjadi trend masa kini . kata orang, golongan melayu sangat handal dalam mengaplikasikan ilmu-ilmu seperti ini terutama di kepulauan indonesia.
herm..
"pegi la santau bush. kita kan banyak bakat2 sihir. kenapa nak santau orang sendiri?" -aku
"kena la hantar yang boleh terbang" -Dr. Azura
"tak payah, bawak je bomoh naik flight sampai washington!!" -aku
Jul 16, 2008
caveman
istilah ini merujuk kepada orang yang jakun terhadap teknologi seperti aku.
sekarang orang dah tak pakai handphone flip berkamera setakat 1 megapixel dan memory card 54kb yang dahulu amat cemerlang di zamanya. market basket nowdays dilimpahi berjuta mobile phone yang disertakan beribu function yang rata-rata menggunakan format touch screen.
so jadi la terkial bila menyelongkar hand phone rakan. nak cari bluetooth pon tak jumpa.
~ caveman!!
pernah dengar discman tak? kepada pengguna mp3 yang sekarang ni boleh didapati dengan harga tak kurang rm50, discman ialah audio player yang memerlukan cakera padat sebagai storage devices.
pernah aku naik train sambil dengar discman yang aku letak dalam beg. habis satu cakera, secara manualnya kenalah tukar cakera lain.
aku keluarkan discman. rasa semacam....
aku dapat rasa mata2 kat dalam train sedang perhatikan aku sambil terpampang jelas dari raut wajah mereka..
"silap zaman ke budak neh?"
sekarang orang dah tak pakai handphone flip berkamera setakat 1 megapixel dan memory card 54kb yang dahulu amat cemerlang di zamanya. market basket nowdays dilimpahi berjuta mobile phone yang disertakan beribu function yang rata-rata menggunakan format touch screen.
so jadi la terkial bila menyelongkar hand phone rakan. nak cari bluetooth pon tak jumpa.
~ caveman!!
pernah dengar discman tak? kepada pengguna mp3 yang sekarang ni boleh didapati dengan harga tak kurang rm50, discman ialah audio player yang memerlukan cakera padat sebagai storage devices.
pernah aku naik train sambil dengar discman yang aku letak dalam beg. habis satu cakera, secara manualnya kenalah tukar cakera lain.
aku keluarkan discman. rasa semacam....
aku dapat rasa mata2 kat dalam train sedang perhatikan aku sambil terpampang jelas dari raut wajah mereka..
"silap zaman ke budak neh?"
Jul 15, 2008
15th July, happy faces, sad story
dammit.. ari tuh trase cam lame lg nk konvo. tup2 da selamat selesai... dgr dr rakan dulu diorg ckp boring jek lepak dlm dewan mase amek scroll. heh, x pon!!!
cepat jek. time beratur kt tgge stage org pggl name pon x sedar.. tau2 da kt hujung stage, kt tangan da ade scroll... haih.. nervesbreak..
sume lawa2, cantek2, hensem2 jek.. termasuklah parents. senyum lebar jek smpai telinga. setel satu tanggung jawab.
i wish my grandmother was here..
anyhow,
ske sgt ble da jmpe rakan2...
sepanjang jln bergambar jek, dgn panas terik dan bau da busuk gle ku gagahkan jua..hehe..
i wish my father was here...
dpt la beberapa kenangan drp rakan..
sejambak bunga from eamy, naja and bijan...
si hellena kasi gelang sabahan hahaha..
budok sarah joy lak kasi patung kura2!!!
tq!!!
i wish my mother was here...
ade certain peeps yg x smpat jumpe@jmpe kejap jek..
azam kna dftr plkn..
adeq nox lgsung x jumpe, bz bersama bf die..hehe..
so i guess this is it. ntah bla nk dtg balik sni. ntah ble mau ketemu lg.
cepat jek. time beratur kt tgge stage org pggl name pon x sedar.. tau2 da kt hujung stage, kt tangan da ade scroll... haih.. nervesbreak..
sume lawa2, cantek2, hensem2 jek.. termasuklah parents. senyum lebar jek smpai telinga. setel satu tanggung jawab.
i wish my grandmother was here..
anyhow,
ske sgt ble da jmpe rakan2...
sepanjang jln bergambar jek, dgn panas terik dan bau da busuk gle ku gagahkan jua..hehe..
i wish my father was here...
dpt la beberapa kenangan drp rakan..
sejambak bunga from eamy, naja and bijan...
si hellena kasi gelang sabahan hahaha..
budok sarah joy lak kasi patung kura2!!!
tq!!!
i wish my mother was here...
ade certain peeps yg x smpat jumpe@jmpe kejap jek..
azam kna dftr plkn..
adeq nox lgsung x jumpe, bz bersama bf die..hehe..
so i guess this is it. ntah bla nk dtg balik sni. ntah ble mau ketemu lg.
Jul 11, 2008
surprises is good isn't it?
todays thingy' is full of surprise rite? and u can decide or determined evrything while u enjoy every second of it!!!
yesterday thingy' cannot be alter..
future thingy' is out of our control...
thats why todays thingy' was called present!!!
so,
better look foward..
u'll jump into a lot of surprises!!!
yesterday thingy' cannot be alter..
future thingy' is out of our control...
thats why todays thingy' was called present!!!
so,
better look foward..
u'll jump into a lot of surprises!!!
Jun 24, 2008
ayah transformers?
lets start with this, i was attending a training session this week so i have to be in the class for five days listening to bla bla and bla.
yesterday, while me and the other fellas was waiting for our trainer to show up, one of my colleague suddenly stood up and asked,
"did anyone knows that 'Transformers' had a father?"
"can anyone guest what his name?"
???
"Transparent"
yesterday, while me and the other fellas was waiting for our trainer to show up, one of my colleague suddenly stood up and asked,
"did anyone knows that 'Transformers' had a father?"
"can anyone guest what his name?"
???
"Transparent"
Jun 22, 2008
Jun 12, 2008
soalan mandatori
td terdengar bebelan seorg rakan..
he was out for a movie with his wife the other nite. xtau citer ape. then, seperti kebiasaan warga penonton midnight, bila da abes maka berpusu-pusu la kuar dari cinema.
suddenly, on his way out, he met his friend who also just finished the same movie.
then the dialog goes..
my friend's friend: "hey there what are you doing here?"
my friend: ????
venue: cinema
are you serious about that question? this is what i call a "Malaysianisme". haih~
he was out for a movie with his wife the other nite. xtau citer ape. then, seperti kebiasaan warga penonton midnight, bila da abes maka berpusu-pusu la kuar dari cinema.
suddenly, on his way out, he met his friend who also just finished the same movie.
then the dialog goes..
my friend's friend: "hey there what are you doing here?"
my friend: ????
venue: cinema
are you serious about that question? this is what i call a "Malaysianisme". haih~
Jun 11, 2008
here today, still here tomorrow
i received a called from my father this evening asking about how my first day of work turn out to be and i said quiet okay. met a lot of peeps, learn a bunch of things and what so ever.
then my father was just like, "from this point upward keep your head still. remember how you get there. how many hands are working their best to help you along the way and how many more who suffers. its time for you to pay the deeds."
i know exactly what my dad means. in other words, jangan lupa daratan!!
and i just said, " here i am today is approximately will be the same person you ougth to see tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and so on and it will always be.
thanks for the reminder dad!!
then my father was just like, "from this point upward keep your head still. remember how you get there. how many hands are working their best to help you along the way and how many more who suffers. its time for you to pay the deeds."
i know exactly what my dad means. in other words, jangan lupa daratan!!
and i just said, " here i am today is approximately will be the same person you ougth to see tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and so on and it will always be.
thanks for the reminder dad!!
Jun 3, 2008
lesen @ suar terkoyak?
salahkah aku pakai seluar koyak?
koyak tp berjahit la...
xboleh jugak?
mane nmpak paha...
apa? buat malu ayah?
xkan cikgu tak pernah marah?
benda ciput cmni nk wat kecoh...
bicara siswa? ape 2? x tgk pon..
"family awak x malu ke?"
what?
*hey lets see what wil happen to your kid when he's grown up. hampeh.
koyak tp berjahit la...
xboleh jugak?
mane nmpak paha...
apa? buat malu ayah?
xkan cikgu tak pernah marah?
benda ciput cmni nk wat kecoh...
bicara siswa? ape 2? x tgk pon..
"family awak x malu ke?"
what?
*hey lets see what wil happen to your kid when he's grown up. hampeh.
May 31, 2008
semua yang beliau buat semua tak masuk akal
bulan ni memang menjadi milik Tun Dr Mahathir. semua bercakap tentang beliau. mempersoalkan tindakan beliau. menyokong beliau dari belakang. menyindir beliau secara terang-terangan.
terbaru, menteri belia dan sukan. tak hadir upacara perasmian GT, datang petang buat sidang media, menggesa muhkzani dan Tun letak jawatan dalam kerajaan.
alasan?
sebab dah keluar UMNO
percaya kepimpinan Pak Lah
perlukah? smpai mendatangkan masalah kepada majlis bertaraf global? sebab muhkzani? bodek? entahlah..
cuba renung sejarah, 20 tahun dulu. rancangan dan tindakan Tun semuanya dikatakan tak masuk akal.
jambatan pulau pinang? Mustahi!!
kereta buatan Malaysia? sangat mustahil!!
KLCC? lagi sangat mustahil!!!
"gile ape buat jambatan panjang2!!"
"jangan berangan la nk buat kereta sendiri."
"nak mampos agaknye buat bangunan tinggi2!!"
tak masuk akal kn?
Tun ada alasan sendiri.
terbaru, menteri belia dan sukan. tak hadir upacara perasmian GT, datang petang buat sidang media, menggesa muhkzani dan Tun letak jawatan dalam kerajaan.
alasan?
sebab dah keluar UMNO
percaya kepimpinan Pak Lah
perlukah? smpai mendatangkan masalah kepada majlis bertaraf global? sebab muhkzani? bodek? entahlah..
cuba renung sejarah, 20 tahun dulu. rancangan dan tindakan Tun semuanya dikatakan tak masuk akal.
jambatan pulau pinang? Mustahi!!
kereta buatan Malaysia? sangat mustahil!!
KLCC? lagi sangat mustahil!!!
"gile ape buat jambatan panjang2!!"
"jangan berangan la nk buat kereta sendiri."
"nak mampos agaknye buat bangunan tinggi2!!"
tak masuk akal kn?
Tun ada alasan sendiri.
May 30, 2008
hari tanpa tembakau
a world without smokers like a milk without fat and pretty much like a scotch without an alcohol
heee...
heee...
May 29, 2008
teka teki teku
smlm borak pasal teka teki. teringat perjalanan ke kelantan 4 tahun lepas nk pegi meminang utk one of my friend's cousins. ktorg ditemani oleh org tua yg sgt disegani di kampung.
*da arwah 2 tahun lepas. semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat keatasnya. Al-Fatihah.
sepanjang perjalanan kami dihantui teka teki yg menyakitkan hati from this old guys. rase nk bkk pintu then tggl die kt hutan tanah merah tu. nk tau cne rase die? teruskan membace..
pokok ape paling orang takut? ble jmpe jek mesti lari?
pokok nk tumbang.
bas ape paling kuat di dunia?
bas tikam batu kt sg petani.
sakit ape paling sakit?
sakit leher. bila paling jek sakit.
nk lagi?
knape bangau suke angkat sebelah kaki?
kalo angkat dua-dua mestila die jatuh.
ikan ape besr sket dari ikan paus?
paus goreng tepung.
marah x?
*da arwah 2 tahun lepas. semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat keatasnya. Al-Fatihah.
sepanjang perjalanan kami dihantui teka teki yg menyakitkan hati from this old guys. rase nk bkk pintu then tggl die kt hutan tanah merah tu. nk tau cne rase die? teruskan membace..
pokok ape paling orang takut? ble jmpe jek mesti lari?
pokok nk tumbang.
bas ape paling kuat di dunia?
bas tikam batu kt sg petani.
sakit ape paling sakit?
sakit leher. bila paling jek sakit.
nk lagi?
knape bangau suke angkat sebelah kaki?
kalo angkat dua-dua mestila die jatuh.
ikan ape besr sket dari ikan paus?
paus goreng tepung.
marah x?
May 27, 2008
selepas sesi berpeloh
habes interview i was asked to waited outside with my hand still holding on to my zip. setengah jam tggu, and I'm beginning to asked around if i could go home or i have to wait for another sessions or whatever...
"sis, what am i waiting for? is there any other sessions?"
"you have done your interview don't you? let me check first."
then i lost her from sight. after 15 minutes,
"haidar, I'm sorry, i couldn't find your form."
"so"
"OK, this is what you'll do. you can go home, and if you were shortlisted, then we will call you back in 2 or 3 days."
"well, OK then, tq."
dammit, buang masa aku. then i call merq ajk lunch. lapar, panas, haus, sume ade. lunch kat desaria. after about an hour i received a call from anonymous number.
"ni haidar ke?"
"yes, talking."
"kt mne skang?"
"kt cyber lg."
"ok, leh dtg HSBC blk x?"
"boley2. 10 minutes."
aku, merq and faeza has a question mark kt dahi. why? aku ad tertinggal brg keh? smpai je kt sane..
"ko haidar?"
"yup."
"mne ko pegi? ape la, x nmpak neh?"
smbil pgg form aku, he showed me the part where HR manager wrote, ' accepted'.
tq so much to krie, merq, faeza, abah, bang li, mak lang, mak ndak and all the luck i've received from everybody during the process. owh, not to forget.. jobstreet.
"sis, what am i waiting for? is there any other sessions?"
"you have done your interview don't you? let me check first."
then i lost her from sight. after 15 minutes,
"haidar, I'm sorry, i couldn't find your form."
"so"
"OK, this is what you'll do. you can go home, and if you were shortlisted, then we will call you back in 2 or 3 days."
"well, OK then, tq."
dammit, buang masa aku. then i call merq ajk lunch. lapar, panas, haus, sume ade. lunch kat desaria. after about an hour i received a call from anonymous number.
"ni haidar ke?"
"yes, talking."
"kt mne skang?"
"kt cyber lg."
"ok, leh dtg HSBC blk x?"
"boley2. 10 minutes."
aku, merq and faeza has a question mark kt dahi. why? aku ad tertinggal brg keh? smpai je kt sane..
"ko haidar?"
"yup."
"mne ko pegi? ape la, x nmpak neh?"
smbil pgg form aku, he showed me the part where HR manager wrote, ' accepted'.
tq so much to krie, merq, faeza, abah, bang li, mak lang, mak ndak and all the luck i've received from everybody during the process. owh, not to forget.. jobstreet.
May 24, 2008
what a day, full of suprises
i thought today would end up to be a total disaster for me. cube bayangkn, i should be at the HSBC interview sessions at cyberjaya, at 9 am. bangun pkl 8.40 am and it takes me half an hour utk bersiap. mmg sgt kalut and after one last check on my document that i should bring along, all of the photocopy of the original certificate was missing.
"sial, ni mesti tggl kt umh".
mase br bertolak dgn merq dari desaria, jarum-jarum jam dah menjerit cakap da pkl 9.30 am. ok, it takes 15 to 20 minutes from desaria to HSBC where i should be there half an hour ago. fine! on top of that, nk kna photocopy blk all of the document that required for the assessment.
"kita photocopy kt jln technocrat nnt lah"
"fine with me"
"alamak tutop la"
"what? then?"
"patah balik then photocopy kat lim kok wing, ok?"
"ok"
"then kita amek faeza g breakfast dlu"
"baik"
haih, i should have check on them earlier before. skang da menyesal. sigh. but anyway, pg jugk interview, merq and his soul mate faeza yg hantarkn. i filled up the registration form and waited for my turn to be called inside. no giliran, 68.
i was so nervous. this is somehow my first interview, so i'm not pretty sure what to expect. g toilet. zip seluar pon nk amek bahagian mempersendakan aku. rosak.!! xboley tutup.
"shit!!"
"are you haidar"
"yes, i am"
"ok, please follow me."
"demmit"
jalan ikot mamat tuh dgn tgn kiri pgg zip suar, tgn kanan pgg fail. weirdo!! then, berakhirlah interview session setelah puas merembes kelenjar adrenalin dan muke yg da merah padam berkat soalan interview bagi seorg yg pemalu mcm aku. lega.
"sial, ni mesti tggl kt umh".
mase br bertolak dgn merq dari desaria, jarum-jarum jam dah menjerit cakap da pkl 9.30 am. ok, it takes 15 to 20 minutes from desaria to HSBC where i should be there half an hour ago. fine! on top of that, nk kna photocopy blk all of the document that required for the assessment.
"kita photocopy kt jln technocrat nnt lah"
"fine with me"
"alamak tutop la"
"what? then?"
"patah balik then photocopy kat lim kok wing, ok?"
"ok"
"then kita amek faeza g breakfast dlu"
"baik"
haih, i should have check on them earlier before. skang da menyesal. sigh. but anyway, pg jugk interview, merq and his soul mate faeza yg hantarkn. i filled up the registration form and waited for my turn to be called inside. no giliran, 68.
i was so nervous. this is somehow my first interview, so i'm not pretty sure what to expect. g toilet. zip seluar pon nk amek bahagian mempersendakan aku. rosak.!! xboley tutup.
"shit!!"
"are you haidar"
"yes, i am"
"ok, please follow me."
"demmit"
jalan ikot mamat tuh dgn tgn kiri pgg zip suar, tgn kanan pgg fail. weirdo!! then, berakhirlah interview session setelah puas merembes kelenjar adrenalin dan muke yg da merah padam berkat soalan interview bagi seorg yg pemalu mcm aku. lega.
May 17, 2008
healthy dose of happiness
yesterday wasn't so bad for an energetic young boy like me, struggling to find a good job while facing the most difficult mass time line in my life. i met loads of people. teachers, Friends, ex classmate, old buddy, old buddy's mom. i saw all kind of sparks in the eye of most people that i met. a kind of sparks that lead to a generous, pure, grateful kind of smile.
for some reason, those feelings do have a strong chemistry reaction. its somehow stabilized my emotion's neutron. some say "the love is in the air". i think i really felt that in almost every possible ways. you can feel the pure love pouring from their heart by the meaningful look they gave you and hope you'll achieve success in every single things you do.
i tried to captured their happy face, especially my friends, tried to read whats insides their mind cause i tend to keep their faces that way and to do so i have to identified the right trigger. they are really one of a kind and i love them all. ALL.
"i love all of you more then yesterday but not as much as tomorrow".
for some reason, those feelings do have a strong chemistry reaction. its somehow stabilized my emotion's neutron. some say "the love is in the air". i think i really felt that in almost every possible ways. you can feel the pure love pouring from their heart by the meaningful look they gave you and hope you'll achieve success in every single things you do.
i tried to captured their happy face, especially my friends, tried to read whats insides their mind cause i tend to keep their faces that way and to do so i have to identified the right trigger. they are really one of a kind and i love them all. ALL.
"i love all of you more then yesterday but not as much as tomorrow".
May 15, 2008
melancholy and devine
don't be like me,
likewise easy to stumble,
yeap,
I'm being a bad example
just don't follow my footsteps,
can't handle any kind of provocation,
excitement,
mistakes,
failure,
desperate.
maybe its good to be ordinary,
for far and for most,
less seems better.
don't ask to much could have been a good option,
not loads,
but pretty well happy,
indeed.
likewise easy to stumble,
yeap,
I'm being a bad example
just don't follow my footsteps,
can't handle any kind of provocation,
excitement,
mistakes,
failure,
desperate.
maybe its good to be ordinary,
for far and for most,
less seems better.
don't ask to much could have been a good option,
not loads,
but pretty well happy,
indeed.
May 9, 2008
violent earth
hujan
panashujan
panaspening!! sejok then panas then sejok balek
factor:
global warming, CO2 emissions, forest violation, polluted ozone, decreased territory of both pole, over exploited sources.china has been stated to be the major contributor of CO2 regarding to its turnover to industrial based country. India are in second placed followed by USA. CO2 is vital in the cycle of life where plants uses CO2 to create food and releases O2 for living creatures to breath. tugas lain adalah untuk memerangkap haba, meanings to preserves the temperatures of the planet. but to much of CO2 in our atmosphere can lead to several damages. global warming, big flood, and more.
several studies indicated that they are evidence of over exploited forest activities throughout the globe leading to a massive distinction of protected species. redwood trees, white tail eagles, panda and many more. fishing industries are having the same problems with likes of major fishing countries like Netherlands, Fiji, and several island across the Caribbean seas. the unappropriated management in fisheries by these countries lead to a devastating of marine life by the provision in usage of illegal fishing vessels and fishing equipment. only Australia manage to sustain their fishing industries in order to achieve the sustainable growth in marine cycle.
haha.. ape la aku merapik..
da lame berangan nk menulis untk mag sebenarnye, social and environmental issues, etc..
harap-harap la..hehe..
'make love not war' - hell's angel hippies 1966 Sans Fransisco
May 7, 2008
apsal 7?
herm,, bukak mate tgh hari td da x nmpak pc aku kt hujung kaki, x nmpak gitar kapok bila ku pusing kanan, x nampak along kala menoleh ke kiri, xde sliding door kt hujung kepala aku. owh, aku sudah di rumah sendiri bila telinga aku menyahut comand ayah aku soh mandi!!
pas mandi, kuar makan nasi air feveret aku sorg2 sambil tggu kroni sampai. topic utk hari ini berkisar tentang planning aku in the future. sume nk tanye, sume nk tahu. rokok pon habes banyak seperti kapasiti kebiasaan bila aku melepak.
balik umah!!
....
tenet!!
thanxs dila sebab kasi aku kerja mau buat...
7 tentang aku.
1. suka jalan
2. gila camera
3. suka nyanyi walaupun sora x sedap
4. arsenal sampai mati
5. manchester united sucks
6. hyper aktif x tentu pasal
7. cepat busan
7 yg menakutkan
1. lipas
2. duit tarak
3. kawan tarak [paling takut]
4. ilang panca indera
5. kawen awal.. opss
6. x dapat men bola
7. x dapat menyanyi @ melalak
7 lagu sekarang
1. dig - incubus
2. rock and roll machine - the donnas
3. bonda - m.nasir
4. deeper conversation - yuna
5. suara kekasih - alleycats
6. polaroid - oh chentaku
7. you give love a bad name - bon jovi cover's by arch enemy
7 benda slalu sebut
1. haih..
2. hak3
3. pergh...
4. siot
5. thanxs..
6. geli mat
7. nes o peng
7 amat bernilai
1. family
2. kawan
3. duit
4. wallet
5. deria
6. memori
7. kasih sayang cewah!!
7 pertama kali
xpaham sgt tp aku bantai jek...
petama kali - umor
1. baca suratkhabar - 5 tahun
2. baca quran - 7 tahun
3. nek keta bomba - 6 tahun
4. naik van jenazah - 16 tahun
5. dating - 16 tahun
6. isap rokok - 14 tahun
7. masuk hospital - 18 tahun
tag-tag yah..
1. nat saje dengki kt ko
2. alyn cpt kembali menulis
3. eamy jgn runsing lagi
4. naja aku nk hadiah konvo
haih....
pas mandi, kuar makan nasi air feveret aku sorg2 sambil tggu kroni sampai. topic utk hari ini berkisar tentang planning aku in the future. sume nk tanye, sume nk tahu. rokok pon habes banyak seperti kapasiti kebiasaan bila aku melepak.
balik umah!!
....
tenet!!
thanxs dila sebab kasi aku kerja mau buat...
7 tentang aku.
1. suka jalan
2. gila camera
3. suka nyanyi walaupun sora x sedap
4. arsenal sampai mati
5. manchester united sucks
6. hyper aktif x tentu pasal
7. cepat busan
7 yg menakutkan
1. lipas
2. duit tarak
3. kawan tarak [paling takut]
4. ilang panca indera
5. kawen awal.. opss
6. x dapat men bola
7. x dapat menyanyi @ melalak
7 lagu sekarang
1. dig - incubus
2. rock and roll machine - the donnas
3. bonda - m.nasir
4. deeper conversation - yuna
5. suara kekasih - alleycats
6. polaroid - oh chentaku
7. you give love a bad name - bon jovi cover's by arch enemy
7 benda slalu sebut
1. haih..
2. hak3
3. pergh...
4. siot
5. thanxs..
6. geli mat
7. nes o peng
7 amat bernilai
1. family
2. kawan
3. duit
4. wallet
5. deria
6. memori
7. kasih sayang cewah!!
7 pertama kali
xpaham sgt tp aku bantai jek...
petama kali - umor
1. baca suratkhabar - 5 tahun
2. baca quran - 7 tahun
3. nek keta bomba - 6 tahun
4. naik van jenazah - 16 tahun
5. dating - 16 tahun
6. isap rokok - 14 tahun
7. masuk hospital - 18 tahun
tag-tag yah..
1. nat saje dengki kt ko
2. alyn cpt kembali menulis
3. eamy jgn runsing lagi
4. naja aku nk hadiah konvo
haih....
May 4, 2008
ahad jahat
hari inih sangat jahat. xtau kenapa. everything seems not well place. I've craved and handled a lot of blunders before, but not this time. naja dah balik Sarawak baru pagi tadi, and I'm starting to miss her so much. she's really a good listeners though. nat pon dah tune in to another episode without saying goodbye but i don't blame her, me neither are pretty sucks at saying goodbye!!! hope she'll take a good care of herself.
afterward, my turn!! new chapter huh? new routines, new habit, new, new and new. i have no idea how i wanted it to be yet and starting to think how to put myself trough. the hard way or erm.. maybe it isn't that bad at all. life is full of surprises, hope, dreams, etc. that's whats really makes me move on, to have faith, to achieve goals, to believe in having a better life. but yet, here i am, thinking craps, loosing focus all the way together with getting annoyed in things i used to love. told you, ahad memang jahat.
its rainy outside and added tonight's gloomy flavour in to my chiller's wannabe brain. rase mandom, dull, empty. try nak having fun watching my favourite teams in Barclay's. guess what? hampeh!! Arsenal main macam sampah and I'm getting pissed because of it, makes me ended up here, complaining trough this patient medium. sigh~. ahad memang jahat kan?
maybe a cup of coffee would cheer me up..
one starfuck please, without star.
tq.
afterward, my turn!! new chapter huh? new routines, new habit, new, new and new. i have no idea how i wanted it to be yet and starting to think how to put myself trough. the hard way or erm.. maybe it isn't that bad at all. life is full of surprises, hope, dreams, etc. that's whats really makes me move on, to have faith, to achieve goals, to believe in having a better life. but yet, here i am, thinking craps, loosing focus all the way together with getting annoyed in things i used to love. told you, ahad memang jahat.
its rainy outside and added tonight's gloomy flavour in to my chiller's wannabe brain. rase mandom, dull, empty. try nak having fun watching my favourite teams in Barclay's. guess what? hampeh!! Arsenal main macam sampah and I'm getting pissed because of it, makes me ended up here, complaining trough this patient medium. sigh~. ahad memang jahat kan?
maybe a cup of coffee would cheer me up..
one starfuck please, without star.
tq.
Apr 28, 2008
Knock-Knock Jokes
Walking past my mates room this morning when i saw him in one of his yoga position, strange but quiet comfortable for him to sleep i guess. Hate to wake him up so i tried to walk with minimum capacity of sounds emission. Mission of the day, picked eamy up from town. I totally missed her this week so i offered myself to grabbed the tasked. She's just arrived from KL and will be going to Redang Island at 10 o'clock. Out of topics again. haha
Back to knock-knock. I've borrowed my friends car for this mission, tuned in to Hitz.Fm while i was driving and lighting up my cigarettes. A few morning wake up songs was been played, not much. "what do you expect from a radio station?". I started increased the volume when its time for Dj Rudy and JJ cause they always come out.. err..i mean on air with some crazy games and lucky me this time, Knock-Knock Joke.
This is how the game was played:
Dj Rudy : Knock-knock!!
Dj JJ : Who's there?
Dj Rudy : Police
Dj JJ : Police who?
Dj Rudy : Police (P-lease) let me in!!!
get it? ok, there's one more.
Knock-knock.
Who's there?
Walter.
Walter who?
Walter (what-are) you doing in my house?
get it or not? The words in the bracket is how you pronounces it.
one more...
Knock-knock.
Who's there?
Wanda.
Wanda who?
Wanda (won-der) where i left my keys!!
Fun isn't it? I ended up smiling ears to ears along the road. Great morning!!
Back to knock-knock. I've borrowed my friends car for this mission, tuned in to Hitz.Fm while i was driving and lighting up my cigarettes. A few morning wake up songs was been played, not much. "what do you expect from a radio station?". I started increased the volume when its time for Dj Rudy and JJ cause they always come out.. err..i mean on air with some crazy games and lucky me this time, Knock-Knock Joke.
This is how the game was played:
Dj Rudy : Knock-knock!!
Dj JJ : Who's there?
Dj Rudy : Police
Dj JJ : Police who?
Dj Rudy : Police (P-lease) let me in!!!
get it? ok, there's one more.
Knock-knock.
Who's there?
Walter.
Walter who?
Walter (what-are) you doing in my house?
get it or not? The words in the bracket is how you pronounces it.
one more...
Knock-knock.
Who's there?
Wanda.
Wanda who?
Wanda (won-der) where i left my keys!!
Fun isn't it? I ended up smiling ears to ears along the road. Great morning!!
Apr 13, 2008
that sundays i hate
owh thank god, its finally Sunday!! finally a weekdays in terengganu i suppose! after not so glory weekend I've get trough yesterday, i pictured today was not going to vary much of it. i kind of remembered how i used to hate Sunday very much back then. way back my school age i mean. why? crazy answers, because Sundays end up every good moment of my weekend.
okay lets start with this, i was in the boarding school since i was form 1. so i guess the hostel life is a memorably sweet as we share almost everything. yes!! everything!! you woke up in the morning and you'll see the same faces through out the day until you close your eyes back. we share the same spirits, the same activities, same stories, same madness, and i hell know that weekend is something that we'll want it to last longer. there's always a plan. especially when we were seniors. i don't have to be more specifics about the dirty works, do i?
owh I'm sorry, back on Sundays issues. to wake on Sundays meanings, that tonight i probably have to march to my class, searching my homework, and don't get a chance to throw my ass out from the chair. pardon me, but Sunday's dishes are often very sucks, as long as i can remember. we all hate Sundays. to know that you have to wake up early tomorrow morning, get your locker clean up from any evidence that might cause you trouble. i have to find my ties, my matrix card, comb my hair proper and just to make sure that teachers didn't have a slickest chances to scold you even if they wanted to so much. "bad boys will bring viruses to school". those word are still lingered in my ears till now. hahaha.. but i never blame them. its what they do that makes me who i am now. hehe, not so perfect i guess, but i sure know i can serve the community.
enough of that Sundays!!!
okay lets start with this, i was in the boarding school since i was form 1. so i guess the hostel life is a memorably sweet as we share almost everything. yes!! everything!! you woke up in the morning and you'll see the same faces through out the day until you close your eyes back. we share the same spirits, the same activities, same stories, same madness, and i hell know that weekend is something that we'll want it to last longer. there's always a plan. especially when we were seniors. i don't have to be more specifics about the dirty works, do i?
owh I'm sorry, back on Sundays issues. to wake on Sundays meanings, that tonight i probably have to march to my class, searching my homework, and don't get a chance to throw my ass out from the chair. pardon me, but Sunday's dishes are often very sucks, as long as i can remember. we all hate Sundays. to know that you have to wake up early tomorrow morning, get your locker clean up from any evidence that might cause you trouble. i have to find my ties, my matrix card, comb my hair proper and just to make sure that teachers didn't have a slickest chances to scold you even if they wanted to so much. "bad boys will bring viruses to school". those word are still lingered in my ears till now. hahaha.. but i never blame them. its what they do that makes me who i am now. hehe, not so perfect i guess, but i sure know i can serve the community.
enough of that Sundays!!!
Apr 12, 2008
lean on me
sometimes in our life,
we all have pain, we all have sorrow,
but if we are wise,
we know that there's always tomorrow.
...
lean on me, when you not strong,
I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on,
it wont be long, till I'm gonna need,
somebody to lean on.
...
call on me brother, if you need a hand,
we all need somebody to lean on,
i just might have a problem, that you'll understand,
we all need somebody to lean on.
...
- # Micheal Bolton
Apr 10, 2008
insane and pain
I'm not insane! i know nothing about insane!
pain? erm..
actually, ni cuma a part of my opinion jek.
you see, problems cannot be solved by pain! please, thank god if we had any problem. that's help us realize what we want in our life. did u ever though that our 'insanenitythoughfully' problems is nothing more compare to what we get daily?
erm, i mean, come on lar. jangan demand banyak sangat.
kire ok what?
we still have air to breathe,
eyes to see,
and even earth to rock on!!
so why worried too much?
life is short if you notice hahaha,
make it worth..
what else?
entri ni bukan bertujuan offensive!!
pain? erm..
actually, ni cuma a part of my opinion jek.
you see, problems cannot be solved by pain! please, thank god if we had any problem. that's help us realize what we want in our life. did u ever though that our 'insanenitythoughfully' problems is nothing more compare to what we get daily?
erm, i mean, come on lar. jangan demand banyak sangat.
kire ok what?
we still have air to breathe,
eyes to see,
and even earth to rock on!!
so why worried too much?
life is short if you notice hahaha,
make it worth..
what else?
entri ni bukan bertujuan offensive!!
Apr 8, 2008
honey & sugar
totally cool!! hahaha i wouldn't expect it would turn out to be like this, but every group was so damn stunning i mean by their hard effort. two thumbs up to all my mates in english class. last night was our last english class. our lecturer, Dr. Nuraien looks so pretty as she always were. Thanks Dr. for being rally nice to us and the fact that she was so nice make her look even more prettier. hope she'll keep it up that way.
okay, this is how it all started.
okay, this is how it all started.
- each group are assigned to prepared an english song
present it on the last english class (that is last night) - freestyle
the hell of performance last night!!! hehe.. everyone was so happy during the class. they participated well, supporting each other and surprisingly even though some of them are not so good in it, (singing) they have tried their best to completed the task. good for them. walking tall baby, walking tall.
and the rest is history. really gonna miss it.
p/s : my group sang honey & sugar
and the rest is history. really gonna miss it.
p/s : my group sang honey & sugar
Apr 7, 2008
crossroad blues
hati ni tak keruan la!! lg 3 minggu jek aku kt sni, then i'm done!!
plan lepas ni?
i dunno...
ish, hobi aku ialah berjalan-jalan. itu saje bakat yg aku ade disamping shopping dgn sepenuh jiwa. for me, aku prefer nk sambung master drpd menonong carik keja dan mati kebosanan.
malas!!
but, nk further, kne la banyak menyimpan, dengan kata lain pergerakan aku akan agak terbatas!! scholarship? erm, ntah!! ade yg ditawarkan..
kalo murah rezeki dpt la..
kalo x, terpakse la aku cr keja..
tp,
yg menyenangkan aku nk berjalan..
pening!!
confuse!!
help!!
kalo murah rezeki dpt la..
kalo x, terpakse la aku cr keja..
tp,
yg menyenangkan aku nk berjalan..
pening!!
confuse!!
help!!
sympathetic
is it good when you are in front of someone that have done a terrible things to you, and you don't have guts to look him/her in his/her eyes and tell him/her about how stupid it is for he/her to perform that act?
its not that i got scared or something, but i just cant!! i felt pity for him/her. i always do. I'm too lenient. whatever.
maybe that's why i always been picked up by somebody. that somebody sure knows how to used me alright..
plz, just used your brain instead of your knees. no offend, but i believe that's how it work.
Apr 4, 2008
movie marathon
I've just finished watching titanic this morning.. finally...because i was looking forward to it since last month and i didn't have a chance to do that. feels so good to watched Ross and Jack in action hahaaha. everything seems so amazing, the story line, the probes, the soundtracks. of course I've seen the movie before but it was way back then when i was just 12 years old!! all that i remembered was i end up crying when Jack died. hahaha..silly isn't it?
but, to know that they are so proud of the ship make me very sick. they said that the god himself cannot sink the titanic. would you believe that? the British that time are so tied up with their feudalism and believe that every one of them had a bloodline to carry on. almost every action, every conversation was about how proud they are about titanic and how they preserve their wealth, their achievements. they are so damn arrogant!!
hate the fact that this stupid ass British once landed in our country and take control of it. ugh..
damn hate colonial era.
but, to know that they are so proud of the ship make me very sick. they said that the god himself cannot sink the titanic. would you believe that? the British that time are so tied up with their feudalism and believe that every one of them had a bloodline to carry on. almost every action, every conversation was about how proud they are about titanic and how they preserve their wealth, their achievements. they are so damn arrogant!!
hate the fact that this stupid ass British once landed in our country and take control of it. ugh..
damn hate colonial era.
Apr 3, 2008
good bye my almost lover
# almost lover - a fine frenzy12 months I've been side by side to her,
i know every inch of her body,
all her move and alter ego,
forced me to do what she wanted,
she didn't let me to make any mistakes,
i have to be punctual,
she denied all of my reasons,
i really cant runaway from her,
but things come and go,
we had a big argument,
i carved his face with a red pen,
tell her that she deserve it,
that's enough!!
i didn't want to see you again,
hate you for ruining my social life,
cheers to my money and my time!!
*credit to my supervisors Dr Nur Azura bt Sanusi that has been helping me to get rid of this bitch. another word, I've finally finished my thesis. yeah... free at last!!! no more virus!! no more out of control action!!! BTW, she was about to labor her first baby so i definitely hope it will be easy for her. may her and her baby will be in a good condition.
Apr 2, 2008
sebab busan akhirnya aku mengalah
skang neh aku tgh touch up thesis aku yang hampir siap dimana selama dua hari aku mengorbankan keperluan bersosial aku untuk bergelumang dgn benda alah neh....
tgh blur...
maen tag jap ah..
tgh blur...
maen tag jap ah..
hehe..
Al yg tagged aku..
ya la, not a slap!!hehe..
lapan ke?
eyh seploh ke lapan?
lapan kot....
- tak suka on9 gaming
- sangat suka kasut chuck taylor
- tak suka sayur hijau
- impikan bertan2 kek coklat yang cair
- bermusuh ketat dengan nyamuk dan lipas
- suka banget nescafe o peng
- tak suka bila gula-gula kapas aku tawar
- tak boley berak kalo x isap rokok
dah kn?
ala nk tagg spe lg...sume da kna tagged dah...
Al, tagg kamo balik boley? hahaha..
Mar 30, 2008
cracked up
ever felt like todays things was going on smoothly for you and the next day was all ups and down? chaos, got deluded between friends and enemy. sucks to know that someone are talking behind your back, someone you know. the fact you don't really know who to trust make you really scared and its like you are alone even though you are in the middle of the crowd. some of good memories you have been trough together starting to fade away and make you feel so damn stupid. the world is turning its back on you, makes you feel vulnerable, trashed, and to mixed things up with a 'good taste' of the 'life flavour', you had so much to do and to think about while 'things' around you keep going worse plus you keep on thinking even though its not worth it at all.
I've BUZZ my friend yesterday looking for S.O.S and we've been talking about how this final semester would be for both of us and what we're looking forward to. surprisingly, she said " I'm so excited to know that this is my last semester. should get rid off my ass sooner. like to be some place else where i can start it all over again." i said to her, "good idea!! me too. a sweet escape might help i guess, concerning the unfortunate event that I've been trough lately. but on top of that, there's so many good memories lying over here makes me wonder how I'm gonna leave them behind and sooner or later i have to. just had a few month to go, hope to avoid any trouble in paradise and enjoy the moment with everyone i care about because I'm not good at saying good bye. not at all.
I've BUZZ my friend yesterday looking for S.O.S and we've been talking about how this final semester would be for both of us and what we're looking forward to. surprisingly, she said " I'm so excited to know that this is my last semester. should get rid off my ass sooner. like to be some place else where i can start it all over again." i said to her, "good idea!! me too. a sweet escape might help i guess, concerning the unfortunate event that I've been trough lately. but on top of that, there's so many good memories lying over here makes me wonder how I'm gonna leave them behind and sooner or later i have to. just had a few month to go, hope to avoid any trouble in paradise and enjoy the moment with everyone i care about because I'm not good at saying good bye. not at all.
Mar 27, 2008
that bitchy inbalance rounding error
I was wondering alone in my faculty waiting for a friend when I suddenly got slapped by my supervisor that I've been running away from in this past few weeks. why? because i was doing my work far beyond the time line that she gave me. plus, she was about to labor her first baby next month i guess. so she want me to finish it in time before she crack!!
...
lucky for me I've just finished it yesterday so i just hand it over to her. hooray!! but not very lucky for me obviously, for the likes of her, i mean, an expertise in her field, it's not difficult for her to detected the problem that I've been trying to solve in a month!!! sigh ~ and never been solved actually. and then she goes like this ' you have to this and this and this, calculate the output using this and this and this, interpret like this and this and this...."
...
meanings, i have to work it all over again and email it to her by tomorrow. but I'm glad that my findings are all significant and valid according to what she says except, i just has to take care that formulated bitchy of in balanced rounding error in my outcome!!!
Mar 24, 2008
Regret? I Had a Few..
Today I've roared my anger to someone I'm not suppose to be yelling at. The fact that he/she is older than me is what I regret the most.
Sigh~
Now, I'm not very comfortable with the likes of me being so annoyingly stupid ass and i hope i can forward my apologize to him/her. Hope pretty much that he/she noted my lack of respect on his/her sandy heart and allow the wind of forgiveness blow it all the way.
...
None of this never happens before but maybe I've lost control of my left brain in a split second and in that split second,
I've forgot..
who am i...
what am i..
...
where i left them?
the normal me*..
the calm headed me*..
..
common sense..
my smart ass..
...
^ damn me!!
Sigh~
Now, I'm not very comfortable with the likes of me being so annoyingly stupid ass and i hope i can forward my apologize to him/her. Hope pretty much that he/she noted my lack of respect on his/her sandy heart and allow the wind of forgiveness blow it all the way.
...
None of this never happens before but maybe I've lost control of my left brain in a split second and in that split second,
I've forgot..
who am i...
what am i..
...
where i left them?
the normal me*..
the calm headed me*..
..
common sense..
my smart ass..
...
^ damn me!!
reflect your feelings
some says musics is "the best way to exspress your feelings " and it come with thousands of different interpretation and prespectives. either way i say "lets reflect it now"!!
- under preassure - queen feat david bowie
- are u lonesome tonight? - elvis persley
- lean on me - micheal bolton
- wasted time - skidrow
- true colours - phil collins
- heavens a lie - lacuna coil
- quit playing games with my heart - BSB
- is this it? - the strokes
- without you - silverchair
- suara kekasih - alleycats
geeky, freaky, nerdy me
# rock n roll machine - the donnas
hari ni adlh hari plg x sosial bg aku..
rse kaku..
rse keras..
rse tepu..
knape hah?
bangun tido, mandi, tros g library,
lunch kt foyer library (naja yg bungkuskn),
g jwab test pkl 4, kuar plg awal,
spnjg 10jam neh br borak dgn naja n bijan,
blk test msk library balik,
dok sorg2 kt meja, mata terbeliak wat keja.
tgk jam da pkl 7 p.m,
bru sedar yg aku neh homosapiens,
bru sedar yg otak aku ade kapasiti tertentu,
bru sedar bontot aku da jemu,
p.s //; bru sedar aku br sedut sebatang rokok jek ari ni...
hari ni adlh hari plg x sosial bg aku..
rse kaku..
rse keras..
rse tepu..
knape hah?
bangun tido, mandi, tros g library,
lunch kt foyer library (naja yg bungkuskn),
g jwab test pkl 4, kuar plg awal,
spnjg 10jam neh br borak dgn naja n bijan,
blk test msk library balik,
dok sorg2 kt meja, mata terbeliak wat keja.
tgk jam da pkl 7 p.m,
bru sedar yg aku neh homosapiens,
bru sedar yg otak aku ade kapasiti tertentu,
bru sedar bontot aku da jemu,
p.s //; bru sedar aku br sedut sebatang rokok jek ari ni...
kne tag semalam!!
apsl aku rse cam kne sepak jek ble kena tag neh?
kne layan ke?
oit dila!! kne layan ke?
haih..
smlm mmg aku xde mood nk melayan..
ari ni boley kot..
thesis aku pon dah hampir siap slps seharian bertarung nyawa dgn aircond library neh...
jap, nk check wallet yang hampir tembus jenama armani. xto brp harga die kakak aku yg kasi!
godex godex godex
w/pun sampah jek kt dlm wallet neh, tp x selesa kalo Armani neh xde kt bontot aku!!
rase bontot jd ringan..
thanxs yeh armani sebab gendong benda yg aku mls nk gendong!!
kne layan ke?
oit dila!! kne layan ke?
haih..
smlm mmg aku xde mood nk melayan..
ari ni boley kot..
thesis aku pon dah hampir siap slps seharian bertarung nyawa dgn aircond library neh...
jap, nk check wallet yang hampir tembus jenama armani. xto brp harga die kakak aku yg kasi!
godex godex godex
- duit singget ade 7 keping, duit syiling mls nk kire! lepas la mkn mlm neh..
- ade resit kfc yg mmg tabiat aku bila dpt change trus sumbat dlm wallet and lepas sebulan bru tringt nk buang.
- 1 tiket ke sambutan tahun baru cina 2 bulan lepas kot!! x igt bpe hengget sbb adeq aku yg blanje..
- 2 tiket movie yg da luntur die nye tulisan so aku x igt utk film ape...
- kupon jamming!! tggl lg sejam ktorg dpt men free lg sejam..
- resit byr saman!! xnk citer pnjg!
- kad matrik mase skola dulu.. muke gile batak!! malu aku nk tunjuk!!!
- ic yang dah nyawe2 ikan..seinchi lg nk patah dua...
- atm card, maybank dgn bcb. FYI bcb utk PTPTN maybank utk PAMA(papa & mama & pakcik & makcik)
- godex lg, terjumpe lak waran tangkap 3 thn lepas! pon mls nk citer pnjg!!
w/pun sampah jek kt dlm wallet neh, tp x selesa kalo Armani neh xde kt bontot aku!!
rase bontot jd ringan..
thanxs yeh armani sebab gendong benda yg aku mls nk gendong!!
Mar 23, 2008
bila pasir dan embun berbicara
dikala aku berbisik kepada bulan,
semasa kujeritkan lagu kepada bintang,
menyatakan..
betapa girangnya berbaring di riba sang pantai,
berteka teki bersama awan,
pasir lantas bertanya,
kenapa?
kenapa tak ikut resam pantai?
biar ditampar gulungan sang ombak,
sangat sabar dan tabah,
tetap bisa menanti kepulangan sang bayu.
embun dengus mencongak,
mengapa?
mengapa pejamkan mata melihat teladan langit?
berkongsi kecantikan maya bersama sang bintang,
membiarkan sang awan bergelimpangan di lamannya,
menyokong sang bulan memukau si bumi.
semasa kujeritkan lagu kepada bintang,
menyatakan..
betapa girangnya berbaring di riba sang pantai,
berteka teki bersama awan,
pasir lantas bertanya,
kenapa?
kenapa tak ikut resam pantai?
biar ditampar gulungan sang ombak,
sangat sabar dan tabah,
tetap bisa menanti kepulangan sang bayu.
embun dengus mencongak,
mengapa?
mengapa pejamkan mata melihat teladan langit?
berkongsi kecantikan maya bersama sang bintang,
membiarkan sang awan bergelimpangan di lamannya,
menyokong sang bulan memukau si bumi.
Mar 19, 2008
ni da lari tajuk la haidar
Few weeks ago aku kne wt assignment psl political issues regarding die punye consumption and production during the champagne and submit it today.
Tp bila lecturer aku check, “ kenapa semua pasal conflict dalaman jek? Awk nk jd penganalisis politik ke? Ni da lari tajuk ni.”
Padahnye menulis berpaksikan emosi…
Hahaha..
The point is,
Kenapa kite x boley bersatu? Xpyh ckp psl parti politik la, event in our society it self pun boley nmpk kn…
Campus environment,
Workplace,
Kawan2..
Smlm aku join satu event utk anugerah pengiklanan for my faculty. So setiap group is assigned utk wt iklan bg produk kt sekitar T’ganu neh. Ade sorg mamat India klas aku neh, bila setiap iklan yg group India wt die mesti ade dan aku prasan, bdk2 India lain pon same. Diorg saling tolong menolong. As a reward 2 of their group menang iklan multimedia terbaik..
Knp diorg boley united sampai cmtu skali?
Bdk melayu?
Ajk tertinggi perlaksana pon boley pecah belah. Aku kutuk ko, ko kutuk aku. Iklan si polan neh kuar kne boo. Iklan si polan ni lak kuar kne maki. Smpai bile? Ade yg blk msm muke sebb saket hati. perlu ke?
ade org ckp, "ala x sporting r ko"
Knp mcm ni?
Kte kn khalifah?
Behave like one la kn...
Then aku kne la alter blk assignment aku tuh dan hantar by tomorrow morning. Aduuss..
Tp bila lecturer aku check, “ kenapa semua pasal conflict dalaman jek? Awk nk jd penganalisis politik ke? Ni da lari tajuk ni.”
Padahnye menulis berpaksikan emosi…
Hahaha..
The point is,
Kenapa kite x boley bersatu? Xpyh ckp psl parti politik la, event in our society it self pun boley nmpk kn…
Campus environment,
Workplace,
Kawan2..
Smlm aku join satu event utk anugerah pengiklanan for my faculty. So setiap group is assigned utk wt iklan bg produk kt sekitar T’ganu neh. Ade sorg mamat India klas aku neh, bila setiap iklan yg group India wt die mesti ade dan aku prasan, bdk2 India lain pon same. Diorg saling tolong menolong. As a reward 2 of their group menang iklan multimedia terbaik..
Knp diorg boley united sampai cmtu skali?
Bdk melayu?
Ajk tertinggi perlaksana pon boley pecah belah. Aku kutuk ko, ko kutuk aku. Iklan si polan neh kuar kne boo. Iklan si polan ni lak kuar kne maki. Smpai bile? Ade yg blk msm muke sebb saket hati. perlu ke?
ade org ckp, "ala x sporting r ko"
Knp mcm ni?
Kte kn khalifah?
Behave like one la kn...
Then aku kne la alter blk assignment aku tuh dan hantar by tomorrow morning. Aduuss..
Mar 18, 2008
thought bright day would came along
today i woke up early...
5am...
felt fresh...
thought a bright day would come along
opened my pc...
proceed my work that i left last night...
almost done...
really thought that bright day would came along
quiet dawn...
hungry...
went out for breakfast...
~lalala bright day bright day bright day
phone ring: when the sun goes down -Arctic monkeys
one new message from nadia, "haidar, siap skang!! aku amek...
grabbed my towel...
yeah sure, bright day ahead!!
showering...
felt dizzy, choked up...
vomited...
saw 'bright day' took a step backward
got phone call: kanashimiwoya -OST naruto
on screen: nadia...
"we are late!! hurry up"...
"don't worry, i got bright day with me"
Dr nuraien isn't arrived yet...
Paul stands on his feet...
"actually class is cancel, but i have an announcement to make"...
damn it Paul! you makes my bright day stepped further
get busy again...
something wrong with my software, inconsistency with my data...
Dr azura is not answering my call...
Mr bright day: "get real, I'm doing my best"
12pm, steps end up in library...
have to start again, due date is today...
better hurry, I'll be in big trouble if i don't...
but still hoping that bright day will come along
5am...
felt fresh...
thought a bright day would come along
opened my pc...
proceed my work that i left last night...
almost done...
really thought that bright day would came along
quiet dawn...
hungry...
went out for breakfast...
~lalala bright day bright day bright day
phone ring: when the sun goes down -Arctic monkeys
one new message from nadia, "haidar, siap skang!! aku amek...
grabbed my towel...
yeah sure, bright day ahead!!
showering...
felt dizzy, choked up...
vomited...
saw 'bright day' took a step backward
got phone call: kanashimiwoya -OST naruto
on screen: nadia...
"we are late!! hurry up"...
"don't worry, i got bright day with me"
Dr nuraien isn't arrived yet...
Paul stands on his feet...
"actually class is cancel, but i have an announcement to make"...
damn it Paul! you makes my bright day stepped further
get busy again...
something wrong with my software, inconsistency with my data...
Dr azura is not answering my call...
Mr bright day: "get real, I'm doing my best"
12pm, steps end up in library...
have to start again, due date is today...
better hurry, I'll be in big trouble if i don't...
but still hoping that bright day will come along
Mar 17, 2008
annas sgt celake!
haih..
cam biase pas balik mkn aku singgah cc jap usha pe yg menarik..
bkk myspace...
friends update: annas upload new album, sunburst yg best!
aku terkedu...
klik...
gamba die dgn mike...
close up pic brandon...
die g dgn Dj DICKey Dink Donk...
mana krie?
mana merq?
mana zizie?
mana apit?
bukan aku dengki...
bukan iri hati...
tp...
cam biase pas balik mkn aku singgah cc jap usha pe yg menarik..
bkk myspace...
friends update: annas upload new album, sunburst yg best!
aku terkedu...
klik...
gamba die dgn mike...
close up pic brandon...
die g dgn Dj DICKey Dink Donk...
mana krie?
mana merq?
mana zizie?
mana apit?
bukan aku dengki...
bukan iri hati...
tp...
iri hati mengatasi taraf keirihatian org melayu
close up neh paling aku dengki skali..aku tarik nafas...
smpai ati x bwk aku huuu..
smpai ati x bwk aku huuu..
thanxs annas for nothing!
haha tiada rasa amarah kpd mu walau setitik..
haha tiada rasa amarah kpd mu walau setitik..
Mar 10, 2008
two thousand and eigth~
happy new year!! yes, its in the middle of march now and i'm far behind the ball.
by the way, is it really 2008? wow, thats sound like the future to me. should'nt we be driving around on hovercraft or a space car and running around in an astronauts suit like The Jetson's Family in the cartoon? well, i suppose we do have robotic dogs, automatic vacuum cleaners, electric cars and botox, so i guest we're not too far off right?
i suppose december 31st was the night to be flecting on 2007 and perhaps now i might have to look ahead. however, i forgot to reflect in new years coz i was to busy laughing and chilling. so i guest i better reflect it now and prepair my wish list in a few days. i'm in no rush! definitely!
erm, 2008 is going to be a year of peace, happiness and fun and i'm totally gonna miss my campus life for sure!! i'll be graduated this year an hope to do so with flying colours!! yeah.. damn me, damn me!! thats all i need to know right now is'nt it? since a picture worth a thousand words, here are some of my wondrous 2007;
by the way, is it really 2008? wow, thats sound like the future to me. should'nt we be driving around on hovercraft or a space car and running around in an astronauts suit like The Jetson's Family in the cartoon? well, i suppose we do have robotic dogs, automatic vacuum cleaners, electric cars and botox, so i guest we're not too far off right?
i suppose december 31st was the night to be flecting on 2007 and perhaps now i might have to look ahead. however, i forgot to reflect in new years coz i was to busy laughing and chilling. so i guest i better reflect it now and prepair my wish list in a few days. i'm in no rush! definitely!
erm, 2008 is going to be a year of peace, happiness and fun and i'm totally gonna miss my campus life for sure!! i'll be graduated this year an hope to do so with flying colours!! yeah.. damn me, damn me!! thats all i need to know right now is'nt it? since a picture worth a thousand words, here are some of my wondrous 2007;
me and my gule kapas. acctually, mlm tuh sume org jd camera addict!!
the wave!! after performing 'one love'
this is my sister Teng!! is'nt she cute? we're in front of PISA square garden for Gegar U battle of the band.
2 org pondan~ yg paling aku sayang!!
i love his picta!! its totally cool. wani and dila sebok je bile org tgh gantung banner..
this is what i mean by camera addicted!! got it? and this is where it all begins..
spectrum U recording at FINAS. from left, nat, hassan, solo and me behind the big ugly drums. sigh~
yeah, amy is sunbathing besides Sekayu waterfall. this is the first time we having a trip together with my classmate. a motivation camp though!!
rombongan cik kiah!! everybody was so happy back then, thanxs for the memories.
hahaha plz don't try this at home.
outside stadium negara, tgh sabar menunggu tiket!! muse live in KL!! best, sbb x byk indon.
merq with his little lady faeza kt dpn time square! halau aku soh blk tganu..huhu
me dgn annas kt steven's. rindu banget sama loo. salah rotate gamba but then mls da nk tukar..
matthew and is piano. totally super duper entertaining and i still cannot believe my eyes. hahaha
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