My Workstation?

Shit. Its Saturday and I'm still at the office. Woo.. this fucking company sure owe me big time. Not that i complaining or something, but here i am cursing myself and of course my so called responsibility for taking (i rather say killing) my social Saturday.


I don't recall when is the last time i play this game but it seems like the only way to kick my sleepy ass away. I've been Tagged yesterday by She is Me.


The instruction is as bellow:
Snap work station anda. Then, pas tag ni pada 7 blogger yang lain.




There it is. This is where i spent my self every night, 5 days a week. It was captured last night around 3 o'clock in the morning. (Look at the clock behind if you don't believe me).

Weird isn't it? Not that i don't want to explain, but its really complicated about what i 'do'. It may take dozens of pages and i rather save the electricity. Heh, all i can say is, i go to work from 9pm to 6am and it had turn the clock inside my brain, upside down. Pity`~


Is this where the part i named or tagged someone else to jump in?

sugar, spice and everything was nice

Great. Finally i had a little gap i can pampered myself in. Sooner it will be 2009 and still counting.

Resolution? Nah.. i don't think so, but i did found a cool 09' diaries when i wandered around a bookstore yesterday. Its graphically indicates your planning through out the year. Holidays, party, your time to relax, esetra, esetra. Erm, it wasn't a good idea also since i barely had time even to have a small talk with my house mate. Geesh..

For me, 09' would be a 'hectic super ignorant busy' year or so i think it would be.
Anyhow, I'm surprisingly looking forward to it.

All aboard?
Let me see...
Erm, guts, spirit, big brains, heart,.. positive..
Check!!!

All up...hee

The Girl With The Dragon Tatoo

I'm totally fond by the late Steig Larsson's book, The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo. It took me only 13 days to wrapped it up. Well, after all it was a perfect Swedish crime fiction with a mix of conspiracy theory, Nazism and a family saga with a hectic religious maniac.

Gessh,.. I've spent the whole Saturday trying to finished it and only stop reading when i had to watch Arsenal vs Manchester United earlier that night. Heh, it turn out The Red Devils has been Gunned down.

In the mean time i was eager to watch 007's Quantum of Solace. So i woke up Sunday, stopped by the book store to buy a new book and headed out to the cinema.

"The Righteous Man by Sam Bourne". Herm.,,i bought it because i saw a comment about it on the back of the book. It says, "Excellent plot, much better than Dan Brown".

Hey, Dan Brown is my favorite author.

This is the first time i watch movies in cinema alone. I was wondering, maybe it was a bad idea (watching movie, alone). People must be thinking, "how sad is this guy though" or "oh, poor lads".

Fuck that. They barely know me. Its Quantum of Solace that matter haha. Guess what? I get a perfect sit where i don't think i could get that if i were with somebody. Not bad.

Who come to cinema alone for god sake? I'm pretty sure there should be plenty of a 'single' sit in the hall.

Its not that bad right? I've got my sit, a perfect spot and a blockbuster. So i guess, no offend for those who goes to cinema alone right? It just..what that word,,erm,,whats best to describe it...ahaa. Pathetic!!

Between Immortality and Time Machine

`Hey, what its like if you happens to be immortal?

What? Hell no. Why would you think i want to be immortal?

`Why not?

Cause it would mean nothing to me, stupid. Whats the point of living when you lost your adrenalin rush knowing that you would live long enough to do almost everything? Besides, i doubt it you would be happy in a million years.

I'm certainly don't like watching my grandson grow older than me and die before my eyes. Plus all of the people you know and care about were long gone, you'll end up being alone like a complete idiot.

But, if i been given a choice, i prefer to have a time machine cause i have missed to much of a good moment in my life and repair some of those unlikely time behind or change things that i regret the most.

I mean, whats the worst things could happen by having a time machine? Maybe someday you open up your lil' brother or sister history book and find my picture sitting right besides Tunku Abdul Rahman in Stadium Merdeka.

Maybe i can give a personal touch on Oliver Wright's plane or telescoping through out the solar system with Galileo. Or maybe Einstein will have a new friend to have lunch with or perhaps, instead of painting Monalisa, Da Vinci would make a painting out of me.

err.. maybe Hang Jebat wouldn't have to die.

buih itu

I woke up early this morning. NO, just kidding. Are u nuts? Morning is not a good friend of mine and never will it be.

Anyhow, i was on my way back from work around 0930, stopping by a mamak stall to get one king size roti canai and my favorite "must-have-every-day" coffee. Its a 'same o same o' kind of life I've been living currently. A total circle. Same storyboard. Same routine.

-back from work-get my dishes-watch FRIENDS-read novels-sleep-woke up-lunch or dinner or whatever they called it-go to work-

While I'm waiting for my supplement to be wrapped up, i saw a bunch of kids playing with bubbles on the parking lot few steps away. They like laughing their ass out. Err..i mean laughing out loud. Very loud.

I kept staring at them, mesmerized, of course not by their annoying sounds (hee..) but by the way their enjoying it. How do i know? Its fucking flashed before their cute tiny little eyes, beamed away the melancholy morning colours.

Herm...Whats so special about that bubbles? Yeah, it pretty much can float but rather than that, nothing! I mean, what is so interesting about a 'wet floating hollow circle'? You tell me..

But somehow i realise that is what kids good at. They know how to appreciate everything around them, know how to create joy in every single moment of almost anything. They see things by a different perspective, different views, different idea.

Start to think of it, i should appreciate more, care more about whats happening around me. Maybe take a step back, sit still and find out which part of this life circle i had missed, gesture a thumbs up or plead an acknowledgement to those who i know willing to go an extra miles with me and lived the day like they will never be tomorrow. Hee..

You never know you'll missed something untill its gone, do you?